| I get so defense |
| I get overwhelmed |
| I fake a smile just cause |
| I don’t want your help |
| I say that there is no wrong |
| Everything is fine |
| If you believe that story |
| Then you’re stupid blind |
| This is my moment of honesty |
| I probably won’t stay here long |
| I try to be vulnerable |
| I’d rather be all alone |
| And I admit |
| I get upset |
| Cause I’m a mess, yeah |
| I hate the feeling |
| Of never feeling |
| Dear depression not today |
| I’m not playing mindless mind games |
| For your attention |
| Not to mention |
| The lies you feed my brain |
| Dear depression not today |
| I’m not playing mindless mind games |
| For your attention |
| Not to mention |
| I get lost in my head |
| Fighting all my thoughts |
| One moment off the deep end |
| Screams that I am lost |
| Lying to myself that |
| Everything is fine |
| If I keep up this story |
| Then I’m stupid blind |
| This is my moment of honesty |
| I probably won’t stay here long |
| I try to be vulnerable |
| I’d rather be all alone |
| And I admit |
| I get upset |
| Cause I’m a mess, yeah |
| I hate the feeling |
| Of never feeling |
| Dear depression not today |
| I’m not playing mindless mind games |
| For your attention |
| Not to mention |
| The lies you feed my brain |
| Dear depression not today |
| I’m not playing mindless mind games |
| For your attention |
| Not to mention |
| The lies you feed my brain |
| I feel like I just crashed too late to slow down |
| Adrenaline was up but I am numb now |
| If I get the chance to feel again |
| Will I just pretend and feel nothing at all |
| I feel like I just crashed too late to slow down |
| Adrenaline was up but I am numb now |
| If I get the chance to feel again |
| Will I just pretend and feel nothing at all |
| Dear depression not today |
| I’m not playing mindless mind games |
| For your attention |
| Not to mention |
| The lies you feed my brain |
| Dear depression not today |
| I’m not playing mindless mind games |
| For your attention |
| Not to mention |
| The lies you feed my brain |
| If I get the chance to feel again |
| Will I just pretend and feel nothing at all |