Testi Still Here - Deezy, Uraelb

Still Here

I’m not afraid of anything
That’s why I’m here
Oh shit run it again lemme get it
I’m from where dudes steal, and try to come out stainless
Where grandma pray before you dip because it’s dangerous
Cause dudes anxious to show they homies they bang shit
I paint this, picture knowing it won’t be painless
Walk with a bit of anguish, never let nobody see it
Cause if I fall apart how will the mission get completed
Ocean worth of emotions, everything deep seeded
I just put it all in a verse that immediatly gets deletd
But not, this time
Something, tells me
To make, these words
Do more, than rhyme
My soul, my mind
They show, me signs
That I’m, truly divine
So why, recline
Regress, and bind
Myself, from you
Who needs, these lines
I hurt, you hurt
But we’ll, be fine
I looked, inside
To help, me find
My purpose
I know I’m worth it
That’s why I’m here
That’s why I’m here
I’m not afraid of anything
That’s why I’m here
That’s why I’m here
I’m still here
I’ve seen some things, been through a lot
And it ain’t been easy but I can’t stop
I’ve been down before but I’m still pushing
Hearing that voice saying girl you can do it
These tears I cry, they won’t be in vain
Even when I’m hurting smile through the pain
In spite of I’m happy
I’m learning to be a better me
I’m taking my smile back and moving on
I’m still here
I’m learning to love me fully
I’m still here
They tried to break me down but
I’m still around said
I’m still here, still here, still here yeah
I don’t look like what I been through
I don’t look like what I been through
I don’t look like what I been through
I don’t look like what I been through
I might fall sometimes, hit a wall sometimes
Against all odds defeated all in time
I’m at war with myself, more than anyone else
But this battle I’m winning and I’m never forgetting
All the times that I cried, take the pain away
Looking up asking God take the pain away
As I talk to myself I see the key is myself
To take the cards I was dealt
And defeat myself and defeat myself
I’m still here
I’m still here
I don’t know why you gotta go
(Let's see ay)
I don’t know why you gotta go
Listen listen
Young king from Queens from NYC
Moved out to LA just to chase his dreams
Never thought he make it based off the schemes
That the devil put in his life to crush his dreams
Got a pocketful of faith, heart full of courage
Ten toes down you know he gone flourish
Pops said keep your chin up tall
Cause if you look down too long then your crown might fall
Oh I’ll admit it I’ll admit it
These ups and downs they come by the minute
So don’t get discouraged young boy stay committed
Your time is coming just know that it’s written oh
What you crying for?
What you going through?
Don’t you remember all them things that I done taught you
Know you in pain and it’s insane don’t let that taunt you
You got my blood in your veins so let that flaunt too
I’ve been through the lonely days
The war and pain
And I’m still here
I’m still here
I’ve been through the stormy days (Stormy days)
The pouring rain (Oh)
And I’m still here
I’m still here (Ay)
Now I know why you gotta go (Uh, yeah)
Now I know
Why, Why
Ooh ooh
I don’t look like what I been through
(And I’m still here)
I don’t look like what I been through
(And I’m still here)
I don’t look like what I been through
(And I’m still, I’m still, I’m still)
I don’t look like what I been through
(And I’m still here)
I don’t look like what I been through (Ooh)
I don’t look like what I been through (No, no, no)
I don’t look like what I been through
I don’t look like what I been through