| There were actually three things |
| about bullfights that fascinated her: |
| the first, when the bull comes hurtling out of the bullpen like a big rat; |
| the second, when its horns plunge all the way into the flank of a mare; |
| the third, when that ludicrous, raw-boned mare gallops across the arena, |
| lashing out unseasonably and dragging a huge, |
| vile bundle of bowels between her thighs in the most dreadful wan colors, |
| a pearly white, pink, and gray. |
| Simone’s heart throbbed fastest when the exploding |
| bladder dropped its mass of mare’s |
| urine on the sand in one quick plop. |
| She was on tenterhooks from start to finish at the bullfight, |
| in terror (which of course mainly expressed a violent desire) |
| at the thought of seeing the toreador hurled |
| up by one of the monstrous lunges of the horns |
| when the bull made its endless, |
| blindly raging dashes at the void of colored cloths. |
| And there is something else I ought to say: |
| when the bull makes its quick, brutal, |
| thrusts over and over again into the matador’s cape, |
| barely grazing the erect line of the body, |
| any spectator has that feeling of total |
| and repeated lunging typical of the game of coitus. |
| The utter nearness of death is also felt in the same way. |
| But these series of prodigious passes are rare. |
| Thus, each time they occur, they unleash a veritable delirium in the arena, |
| and it is well known that at such thrilling instants |
| the women come by merely rubbing their thighs together. |