| In bed without you |
| I’m wide awake |
| Try to just forget I found you |
| And then how I pushed you away |
| Oh my God, was I insane? |
| You had everything that I ever wanted |
| But now I’m checking off the boxes in our old apartment |
| While I’m packing my things |
| I just got to pour a drink to help me |
| 'Cause love kind of sucks |
| Pretty messed up |
| Guess I didn’t know that it would hurt this much |
| Really never thought you’d ever hate my guts after all |
| Old ups come down, crashing in the ground |
| Maybe that’s what happens when I run my mouth |
| Take a look around and you’re not here |
| And I just can’t believe you’re gone |
| But the beat goes on and on |
| Riddled with anxiety looking over my shoulder |
| We were out of luck, out of four leaf clover |
| Looking for the answers, tryna find some closure (Aye) |
| But I ain’t getting any closer |
| People say to never walk around but we do |
| We never talk about it like the problem is see thru |
| I wonder if I’m better off if I didn’t mean you, no |
| I don’t wanna need you, girl |
| I know that this is all my fault |
| But who would have thought I’d miss you this long |
| Singing this song but you never call |
| Love kind of sucks |
| Pretty messed up |
| Guess I didn’t know that it would hurt this much |
| Really never thought you’d ever hate my guts after all |
| Old ups come down, crashing in the ground |
| Maybe that’s what happens when I run my mouth |
| Take a look around and you’re not here |
| And I just can’t believe you’re gone |
| But the beat goes on and on |
| Love kind of sucks |
| Pretty messed up |
| Guess I didn’t know that it would hurt this much |
| Really never thought you’d ever hate my guts after all |