Testo Insane - Precipitation

Insane

When I was born
From the ashes feet first
There was a thing
I desired the most
Not cultivation
Not motherly warmth
All I wanted was hate
I tried to forget
And I tried to forgive
There wasn’t much left
I could easily believe
Hate is what I give
And what I receive
That’s why they call me insane
Insane is what I am and I want to be
You can’t stop the growth
Of my insanity
My crazy mind force me
To live in a cave
That’s when I started
To dig my own grave
Sometimes I believe
I was chosen to kill
I know that I’m losing
Control of my will
It isn’t a dream
That I try to fulfill
It’s nothing, but a constraint
Sometimes I wonder
Am I just the one
Why was I chosen
To get this job done
I know that you think
I’m nothing but scum
But that’s what I want you to think
Insane is what I am and I want to be
You can’t stop the growth
Of my insanity
My crazy mind force me
To live in a cave
That’s when I started
To dig my own grave