Testi I Told You - JaoT, Slowpoke

I Told You

It isn’t on you to show you I care
I thought I told you I’d be right here
I thought I told you
I thought I told you
I thought I told you I’d be right here
It isn’t on you to show you I care
I thought I told you I’d be right here
The truth you go through liars might fear
But now your gold too fired by pure
You’re pure gold
Your soul your story untold
It was tough some know
Your pure gold
Your soul your story untold
It was tough some know
Mistake my kindness for weakness
I was blinded by demons
I from an island of treason
I’m tryna climb out the deep end
A rose rising from cement
Who knows the rhyme or the reason
I’m surprised I’m still breathing this much life an achievement
So much time I spent grieving
The grim reaper keeps stevin
Stress-relieving is drinking my heart is broken and freezing
Just tryna cope through the seasons
Full of hope and I’m reaching
My mind is open and leaking ‘cause my composure is weakened
They say my poetry’s genius
But homie I need it
That PTSD and depression in depressed need of some treatment
In search of feeling from Jesus
And still dealing with street shit
Feel like everybody leaving
Say «good riddance» to leeches
You’re pure gold
Your soul your story untold
It was tough some know
Your pure gold
Your soul your story untold
It was tough some know
My ambition for destruction only matched by disfunction
Flipping birds at these bees I never had that discussion
Some people said I’m nuts
I kept my pants up
Only thing I sagged was my head sad cuz I’m fucked
My shoulders slumped
I’m shit take a dump
I live in a commode
And this hole is my home
A boulder is my blanket how the fuck can I get up in the morn
These cement shoes I can’t jump on
My eyes have not seen what I’m destined to be
When I say take five ain’t no resting for me
The weight of the sky it’s a pressure to me
And I don’t believe in God what’s a blessing to me
That shit that you tried ain’t impressive to me
Don’t wanna see this dog’s teeth I need it desperately
Separately could be the wolf creeping through the grass
Same time I’m the farmer got this shit up in the bag
The source of my discourse is of course remorse
I’m dropping in sauce
Adjourn me like a court
My mind split divorced
Dark side of the moon this the dark side of the force
Lighting coming from my fingers bringing that crackling noise
Turn my back on the world so if I’m going back it’s forward
Arguments with my girl we be going back and forward
Just send my mail to hell ‘cause that’s prolly where I’m going
Even if I get damned promise I’mma keep on flowing
It isn’t on you to show you I care
I thought I told you I’d be right here
The truth you go through liars might fear
But now your gold too fired by pure
You’re pure gold
Your soul your story untold
It was tough some know
Your pure gold
Your soul your story untold
It was tough some know
Take my caring for granted don’t panic it’s close to marble
Solid hard as getting some head work in a carpool
Argue about problems and the shit that I taught
You can’t stand my drunk ass guess I need a new bar stool
Hard to imagine life where my feelings ain’t fucked
I don’t chill in my bucket
Bump the illest if ruckus
Screaming kill it and fuck it
You’re pure gold
And I can’t wait ‘til it unfolds
But until then just want you to know
It ain’t on you
It isn’t on you to show you I care
I thought I told you I’d be right here
I thought I told you
I thought I told you
I thought I told you I’d be right here
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