Testo Hate Myself - Ruel

Hate Myself

Take a look at me now
With a mouth full of blood and my teeth on the ground
Yeah, you took what was mine
Yeah, a bag full of cash and a watch full of time
I wanna press eject, get you outta my head
Leave you somewhere on an island and in the ocean, left for dead
Wanna press rewind, to a simpler time
No one's ever seen a movie where the hero's first to die

Be alive from inside
Can't even look myself in the eye
What a huge waste of time

Loving you, baby, loving you, baby
Makes me really, really hate myself (Myself, myself)
Loving you, baby, loving you, baby
Makes me really, really, really, really, really, really, really,
really hate myself
I hate myself

Looking back, gave me
I want my head in a jar and my heart on the floor
Giving this, taking more
Take another sledgehammer to my one-tooth smile
Yeah, I pushed you out, then I pulled you back in
Yeah, I could dodge you like a bullet, or just take you on the chin
Gotta understand that I'm a broken man
Nothing's ever gon' according to plan

'Cause loving you, baby, loving you, baby
Makes me really, really hate myself (Myself, myself)
Loving you, baby, loving you, baby
Makes me really, really, really, really, really, really, really,
really hate myself

—elf
—elf
—elf
I hate myself
(I hate myself)