Testi In My Head - Sloane

In My Head

Every time I hit you up you say that you’re busy
Got me thinking that I fucked up and there’s something wrong with me,
Maybe I’m just co-dependent, maybe I just need too much, yeah
I hit rock bottom again, I’m sick of being stuck
Right back on the dating apps and my lines ain’t working, no
I know with good comes bad but I just want perfect
Maybe I just like to pretend, maybe I just have bad luck yeah
I hit rock bottom again, I thought you were the one
Then I saw you going dancing with your girlfriends
And you’re out of town the weekend after next
I keep lying to myself by saying thats not what you meant
Maybe I just heard you say I love you in my head
Why can’t I just be sane instead of always worried
Red flags as clear as day but I make up stories
I’m so caught up in this endless cycle
3 AM when the feels come round, 2 more bottles just to slow me down