Testo look at me - thrown

look at me

Hey, I'm either numb or in pain
Emotionally overwhelmed or just an empty shell
Worried by scenarios I make up myself
Look, I'm insane, I think I might be getting pared

I ain't crying for help just let me fucking complain
Look at me
I ain't crying for help just let me fucking complain
Look at me

Time to reflect, to get my head straight
But sometimes a fall can be all it takes
To let all the negativity out
And I've been paving
Wait for all the thoughts so things get deep within
What can I do?
What if I kicked?
What if I fail over again?
Not good repeating myself
Never kill just to show off of how much I hate this
Focusing on all the wrong shit
But what if I dealt with a big miss?
The slightest inconvenience makes it hard to exist

I ain't crying for help just let me fucking complain
Look at me

And I'm going insane
I wish I could make it all go away
Yeah
Make it go away