Testo on the verge - thrown

on the verge

Another night, feeling down, tryna get by
I can’t believe what my life has become, and I
Can’t sleep, barely breathe, need to get out
To clear my mind under the street lights
It’s all too much
Guess I’ll try to walk it off
They say tomorrow’s a new day (new day)
Well, I cannot fucking wait
Yeah, I cannot fucking wait
Always on the verge of giving up
Already given all I’ve got
It was not enough, I’ve clearly lost
'Cause after all I’ve done, I’m just
Sleeping in to cope with the pain
Or lying awake and hating
Everything I ever felt that
Could have had a possible impact
(I've tried)
I’ve tried to come to terms with my mind
And I cannot put up a fight
I am outnumbered by demons
They’re laughing and screaming
And waiting to watch me go down
So fuck all of this shit
I am so over it, just let me be
Trust me, you don’t want to be on my team
'Cause I always lose everything that I hold dear, yeah
Always on the verge of giving up
Already given all I’ve got
It was not enough, I’ve clearly lost
'Cause after all I’ve done, I’m just
Sleeping in to cope with the pain
Or lying awake and hating
Everything I ever felt that
Could have had a possible impact