Testi VINUSHKA - Dir En Grey

VINUSHKA

I exchange thoughts with the clouds
I hold my breath
Ahh, it’s just hard shell you can’t see
Is that where the bottom is? The shadow burns me
Ahh, I just want to keep forgetting
Slip your desires into the ants' nest
Come now, all you have to do now is be reborn again
Let tomorrow sleep and peacefulness will turn to you
Free yourself and go with your razor sharp emotions
Even the twisted flow is the proof that you are alive
I invite the tearfully-indulging tomorrow
The inculcated Dogra Magra
The pain of the mark and the one and only personality
And those colorful eyes all decorated I don’t want them anymore
Is hypocrisy going to come and take it away?
The lonely red stage at night
I dedicate the following to the aspiring leading actor
That’s where the truth is
The small corner of my un-cheatable heart says «I still want to be here»
Who can’t we forgive?
I let them hear my cold voice
And i swear
I will live with my work I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven
and hell
I carve the sins What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with
the wind?
«I've stared at the strong shining moon long enough to be bored
can’t even turn myself into a werewolf
But just enough to become crazy by the darkness
I want to suck the neck
The emptiness of the remains
I won’t let you sleep
At the age where you just want attention… tonight I might go crazy for you.»
Everyone wants to reach out their hand and grab happiness
But they just end up becoming the monster that lies deep in darkness
The end has already come to life
It will take form at zero and will crawl back into the uterus and rot
Every time this happens your faces crumble
No one wants to talk about truth that hurts the ear
The suppressed minds
Compensate the sins and let life be gone
The emptiness of the antithesis
Becomes the choking and crying land
Bury the bones in the common land immersed in thesis
Be burdened by depression
The gritty tsunami takes me away and I smile with bitter tears
Couldn’t understand the value of things
The hanging of the necks at the 13 stairs
Seeing people becoming friendly while clapping hands
That mixes in with sissy thoughts and hurts others
Seeing you like this it’s just too sad
Splash of blood
Squashing basic instincts
Talk about death
I will live with my work I scream with this body of flesh that separates heaven
and hell
I carve the sins. What will be the proof of my existence if it disappears with
the wind?
No one wants to talk about the truth that hurts the ear
The suppressed minds
Compensate the sins, and let life be gone
Is it a sin for me to live because I am evil?
Kumo to kawasu kokyuu wo tomete
aa tada moumoku no kara
koko ga soko ka? Kageri ni mi wo yakare
aa tada wasurete itai
ari no su e to yoku wo suberase
saa ima umare kawareba ii
ashita wo nemurasete furimuku yasuragi
surudoku togaru kanjou ni mi wo makasete
uneru nagare sae ikiteru akashi to
namida to bashiru ashita wo sasou
uetsuku dogura, magura
hadara no itami to yuiitsu no jinkaku
irotoridori ni kazaritsukerareta hitomi mo, mou iranai
Mata gizen ga tsuresatte iku no ka?
hitori kiri no makka na yoru budai
wakiagaru tateyakusha ni sasageru
koko ga shinjitsu da
gomakasenai kokoro no katasumi ni wa «mada koko ni itai»
Yurusenai no wa dare?
hieta koe wo hibikase chigau
gou to ayumu tenshi saketa ware kono mi to sakebu
Batsu to kizamu kaze to kiero ware no akasi wa?
«konkou ni kagayaku tsuki wa mou miaki sou na kurai nagametan da
ookami ni mo naresou ni nai yami ni kuruisou da
kubi wo kuraitai hakanaki zangai nemurase wa shinai kara
amaetai toshigoro ga… sayonara kimi ni kuruisou da»
dareshi mo ga koufuku to bakari ni
te wo nobashi yami ni hisomu oni to naru
mou sude ni owari wa umareta
katachi wa zero ni umare shikyuu ni haimodori kusaru
kurikaeyu do kuzurete yuku omera no omo ga
mimi wo kudaku shinsou ni wa dare mo fure ya shinai
yokuatsu sareta ishi
tsumi wo bai inochi yo sare
hakanaki anchiteeze musebinaku chi e to
teeze ni hitaru kyouyuu ni hone wo umete
yuutsu, seou mama zaratsuku tsunami ni
saraware nigai namida to warau
kachi wo midasezu hibikukuri juusan kaidan
memeshii shisou ni mazari kizutukeru
sonna kimi ga nan da ka kanashisugiru
chi shibuku honnou fumitsubishi
shi wo kataru
gou to ayumu tenshi saketa ware kono mi to sakebu
Batsu to kizamu kaze to kiero ware no akasi wa?
mimi wo kudaku shinsou ni wa dare mo fure ya shinai
yokuatsu sareta ishi
tsumi wo bai inochi yo sare
ore ga aku de aru ga yue ni
Ikiru imi sae tsumi na no ka
雲と交わす 呼吸を止めて
嗚呼 ただ 盲目の殻
此処が底か？陰りに身を焼かれ
嗚呼 ただ 忘れていたい
蟻の巣へと 欲を滑らせ
さあ 今 生まれ変わればいい
明日を眠らせて 振り向く安らぎ
鋭く尖る 感情に身を任せて
うねる流れさえ生きてる証と
涙に耽る明日を慕う
うえつくドグラ、マグラ
斑の痛みと唯一の人格
色取り取りに飾りつけられた瞳も、もういらない
また偽善が連れ去って行くのか？
独りきりの真っ赤な夜舞台
湧き上がる立役者に捧げる
此処が真実だ
誤魔化せない心の片隅には「まだ此処に居たい」
許せないのは誰？
冷えた声を響かせ 誓う
業と歩む 天地裂けた我この身と叫ぶ
罰と刻む 風と消えろ我の証は？
「金剛に輝く月はもう 見飽きそうなくらい眺めたんだ
狼にもなれそうにない 闇に狂いそうだ
首を喰らいたい 儚き残骸 眠らせはしないから
甘えたい年頃が・・・小夜なら 君に狂いそうだ」
誰しもが幸福とばかりに 手を伸ばし闇に潜む鬼となる
もうすでに終わりは生まれた
形は零に生まれ子宮に這い戻り腐る
繰り返す度 崩れてゆくお前等の面が
耳を砕く真相には誰も触れやしない
抑圧された意志
罪を贖い命よ去れ
儚きアンチテーゼ 咽び泣く地へと
テーゼに浸る共有に骨を埋めて
憂鬱、背負うまま ざらつく津波に
さらわれ苦い涙と笑う
価値を見出せず 首縊り十三階段
手を叩き馴れ合う人
女々しい思想に混ざり傷付ける
そんな君がなんだか悲しすぎる
血しぶく 本能 踏み潰し
死を語る
業と歩む 天地裂けた我この身と叫ぶ
罰と刻む 風と消えろ我の証は？
耳を砕く真相には誰も触れやしない
抑圧された意志
罪を贖い命よ去れ
俺が悪があるが故に
生きる意味さえ罪なのか？