Testi Without Money (Astonishing) - Gabi DeMartino

Without Money (Astonishing)

Who’s he, who’s he with his marry me
With his ring and his marry me
The nerve, the gall
This is not, not what was meant to be
How could he ruin it all with those two words
I thought I knew him, thought that he knew me
When did it change, what did I miss
A kiss, when I thought all along that we were only screw buddies
How could I be so wrong?
And I need, how I need my readers here
If I could share my dreams, what were they for?
I thought our promise that we would never change and never part
I thought together we’d amaze the world
How can I live my dreams or even start when everything has come apart?
I thought home was all I’d ever want
My closet, all I’d ever need
Now nothing feels the way it was before
And I don’t know how to proceed
I know I’m only meant for something more
I’ve got to know if I can be
Without money
There’s a life that I’m meant to lead
A life like nothing I have known
I can feel it and it’s far from here
I’ve got to find it on my own
Even now I feel it’s heat upon my skin
A life of passion that pulls me from within
A life that I am making to begin
There must be somewhere I can be
Without money
Without money
I’ll find my way
I’ll find it far away
I’ll find it in the unexpected and unknown
I’ll find my life in my own way
Today
Here I go
And there’s no turning back
My great adventure has begun
I may be small but I’ve got giant plans
To shine as brightly as the sun
I will blaze until I find my time and place
I will be fearless
Surrendering modesty and grace
I will not disappear without a trace
I’ll shout and start a riot
Be anything but quiet
Gabi Oberlin will be without money
Without money
Without money
At last