| There is something I can’t explain
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| And I’m sorry for all of the pain that I caused
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| I shouldn’t have been the one you had to hate
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| But it was my selfish self that tore us apart
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| I was always told that I would be okay
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| And honestly I think of you constantly
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| And this is my apology and probably too late
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| But I guess that’s fate, I guess that’s fate
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| Don’t say that I’m okay
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| You know nothing about me at all
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| I’m fucking not okay
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| Depression can ruin my whole day
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| All I need is release from the pain
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| The constant unhappy disposition
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| Will no longer be my everyday position
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| The immensity of all the pain that we contained
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| That made us go insane, that pushed us away
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| Don’t say that I’m okay
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| You know nothing about me at all
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| I’m fucking not okay
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| Depression can ruin my whole day
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| All I need is release from the pain
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| (Release from the pain)
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| Don’t say that I’m okay
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| You know nothing about me at all
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| I’m fucking not okay
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| Depression can ruin my whole day
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| All I need is release from the pain
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| But I need you to know
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| That my biggest fear was never losing you
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| It was loving you so much, that I would lose myself
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| But it’s hard to face the fact that I lacked
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| Everything that you wanted to have
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| But I need you to know that I love every colour you have
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| (There is something that I can’t explain, but I need you)
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| There is something I can’t understand
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| Why you just settled for acceptance
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| When love was waiting right in front of you
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| (There is something that I can’t explain, but I need you)
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| But you said we were both the same
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| So you should know that depression can ruin my whole day
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| So don’t say that I’m okay and that everything will be fine
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| (There is something I can’t explain, but I need you)
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| Because I always told you that I would be okay
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| And honestly darling I feel like this constantly
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| But I need you to know that I love every colour you have
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| And I’m so sorry that I lacked everything you wanted to have
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| But my darling I need you to know, that I’m so sorry |