| Since the fame and the life changed, I watched all the times changed, |
| I came up as a kid with fucked mind frames, I was so advanced I was travellin' |
| around |
| I look back to think it’s mad what’s really happenin' now |
| From school I was known to have some troubles at home, I had some rage I felt |
| one day I’m gunna explode |
| But I was loud, always jumpin' like to stay on my toes, tried to make everyone |
| laugh, but only god ever knows |
| Years down the line, after heartbreaks and hurts B, I was kicked outta collage |
| back on roads in the first week, |
| You know as a yute am in the hood I wanted money, so I copped me a nokia |
| started shottin' to them druggies |
| I weren’t doin' music either I was just out here, |
| Them days me and skizy burgled ever house round here, |
| That was my brudda, he never wanted shit, all he really wanted was the paper |
| circle and some chicks |
| It was this night I was sat in a cell, do I wanna get life? it’s not me I could |
| tell, |
| Everyday I’m gettin' flashbacks of bad nights I thought back to that and left |
| the shootin as well |
| My older bro used to say I’m wasting my life, he told me «Fuck the estate» |
| and go an make it alright, |
| I kept havin' thoughts like is this what it’s coming to I sat up from the bed |
| and thought this is what, I’m gunna do, |
| I started my own label of course, but this one was natural, I promise nuttin |
| was forced |
| Now I’m that famous kid that every girl wants, when I walk in the room now |
| every girl stunts |
| And this tune I ain’t mentioning shit, but just know that shit I’ve seen and |
| felts is making me sick |
| It’s just heart breaks and heart breaks it’s making me flip, |
| I thank god my friends don’t I’ve to live what I live, |
| I thought making it in like was the thing I need and now I’m sat here with some |
| pills so I don’t get up and leave, |
| And maybe run away from the world my bro Ay told me all I really is a girl |
| I said I can’t afford another heartbreak |
| All this poison in my cup of sweat it’s making my heart shake, |
| Yo fucking hell, let me start |
| I know my life is fucked already, |
| So I like to give my circle advice, |
| And when I love, man my love is so heavy so if my people are happy it’s the |
| only way I can smile, real shit |