Testi Good Person - Bone Thugs, Joelle James

Good Person

Am I a good person?
Or is that something I’m telling myself to sleep at night
Please say I’m worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind
Just sittin' back thinkin' while up, Hennessy is drinking, done a whole lot of
livin'
I done seen many schemes, chased plenty dreams, I had done a whole lot of
sinnin'
It really make me wonder how I don’t go under
Tryna stay alive and survive through this thunder storm
But what did I do, what did I do wrong?
And my bad, man?
Cause I tried to get the things I never had, man
Was dealt the bad hand
But I maintain my life and changed my life
Even with these cards, I play the game write
Could you please shine one of your blessings down on me?
My life is a mess, many levels of stress and I really could use one now
Am I a good person?
Or is that something I’m telling myself to sleep at night
Please say I’m worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind
I was raised in the wrong way
Kidnapped, lost in the hallway
People looking for me, have my picture in the broad day
Make me think it’s all about struggling, never nothing but the vision of the
tall great
All day let their brain saute, I can sit in the pit but the niggas called me,
let me get with the clique that’ll calm me
Now they gone and I got the demon on me
Can’t relax, just a passion of this can resign with my girl
My niggas are gonna dip
It’s back to the wip, and that’ll be the shit that make a motherfucker call a
mother (Mmmm)
Gotta beat what I been through
But I wonder why, I probably wanted it to the end too
So I talk to myself, I’m learning
Am I a good person that’s in tune
Am I a good person?
Or is that something I’m telling myself to sleep at night
Please say I’m worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind
See myself in the mirrow
But it didn’t get clear
Am I still me?
Am I still here?
I’m not so there, yeah ain’t goin' anywhere
I don’t really care
Am I a good person?
Or is that something I’m telling myself to sleep at night
Please say I’m worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind