Testo Dig - Fractured

Dig

You build me up, you tear me down
Push me so low, i’m down to the ground that
All the kings horses and all the kings men
Couldn’t put me back together again
Yet ever so quietly it grows inside
This longing for what I knew was a lie —
The truth of a thousand words written in code
That dig in my soul like the hole you’ve bestowed
Seems like yesterday I told you goodbye
I just wanted to say ‘have a nice fucking life
But this feeling inside, it won’t fade it won’t die
And I can’t understand why it just won’t subside
Deep within
I know what could have been
Is much worst than this
So I dig, and bury the memories
The roses are red but now they’re all dead
The taste of your lips still runs through my head
The hole in the wall the bruises befallen
And all along im waiting, im stalling
Something inside me can’t look away
The last time ill speak this and whisper your name
The candles you’ve lit have started to fade
This journey I walk when I should have waited