Testo This is Fine - Goalkeeper

This is Fine

I feel stuck in a pattern
Waiting for something to matter
The longer I play this game
The more that I go insane
Lately the tides have turned
But I am dyin' and I feel burned
And all the champagne I saved for me
Is drifting right out to sea
I’m tryin' hard to keep this feeling
Just to find out it has no meaning
Like checkin' my phone when I’m bored
I guess I’m lookin' for somethin' more
I’d rather fall asleep with a cigarette
On a couch soaked in gasoline
Because at least I’ll know what it feels like to burn
And I’ll know if I can feel something
Feel something
Feel something
Anything
I’m tryin' hard to keep this feeling
Just to find out it has no meaning
Like checking my phone when I’m bored
I guess I’m lookin' for something more
I’d rather fall asleep with a cigarette
On a couch soaked in gasoline
Because at least I’ll know what it feels like to burn
And I’ll know if I can feel something