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Suicide Note

To the man in the sky
I’m asking why?
Why’s it so hard to live this life?
Should I say goodbye?
Is it better to die
I just need to know you hear me!
Music to my ears
As the rain beats on my window pane
Cos they feel my pain
Can you feel my pain?
Goodbye cruel world you ain’t never given me a reason to stay
Why does life make us cry?
Why do we all hurt inside?
God can you hear me?
Can you shed some light?
I don’t know if you know but a suicide notes quite hard to write
Pen in my left hand, gun in my right
Dear mum don’t cry
And don’t blame yourself for what happens on this cold and lonely night!
To the man in the sky
I’m asking why?
Why’s it so hard to live this life?
Should I say goodbye?
Is it better to die
I just need to know you hear me!
When you’re sexually abused at 5 years old
Your minds transformed by this twisted world
Bullied at school I wasn’t into girl
Cos when you get abused by a man tell me which way do you turn
But nobody knows this
Nobody I can show this
I’m married with 2 kids
One day she noticed my affections for another man
Just weren’t part of the plan
They thought she would survive
They said she died from an overdose
But it was from a broken heart inside
To the man in the sky
I’m asking why?
Why’s it so hard to live this life?
Should I say goodbye?
Is it better to die
I just need to know you hear me!
3 knocks on the door
And a letter through the post
When I got to the door must’ve been a ghost
I cautiously proceed to open the letter addressed to me
«Dear Son, I see everything, hear everything, your my everything!»
Tears begin to roll
«I saw how your Dad’s death crushed your soul, you lost control
Sarah packed her bags walked out the door!»
Please don’t take your life!
My love will never leave your side
I love you Son
Yours sincerely from the man in the sky!