Testi Today, I Feel Like I'm Evolving - River City Extension

Today, I Feel Like I'm Evolving

Today I feel like I’m evolving\nTaking two stairs at a time\nLearning to love you and to keep you\nAs a staple in my mind\nWell I never met a woman\nSo afraid she’d never grow out of a girl\nI will see you in the morning\nWith your words across my eyes\nAnd I will learn the things I can\nWhen out your bed you finally rise\nAnd I will tell you of my travels\nNow I know more and I’m considering the world\nWell I never met a woman\nSo afraid she’d ever grow out of a girl\nYou make me wonder about my fate\nI have been shaken by your sensitivity\nCause I am vulnerable but I am strong\nAnd I wrong sometimes\nAnd since the day that I was born\nI wanted to be aged and worn\nHoping for callous and for burn\nHoping there was something I could learn\nCan you feel me now?\nCan you feel me whisper in your ear?\nThe things you think you fear?\nI used to dream that I had cancer\nJust so I knew how it felt\nI still wonder now and then\nBut seeing the pain that it has dealt\nWell I lost a friend of mine\nOut in Arizona quite some time ago\nAnd since then I’ve been more careful\n'Bout the things I do or say\nI will keep my lover close to me\nUntil I see the day that I must answer for my words\nAnd gain perspective on my placement in the world\nWell I never met a woman who I loved,\nI end up finding I don’t care\nBut you make me wonder about fact\nYou make me wonder if I’ll take you back again\nCause I am vulnerable but I am strong\nAnd I am wrong a lot\nAnd I cannot keep you off mind\nI have tried but you come right back in again\nCause you are shaken and I am scared\nAnd I will care for you\nJillian we are nothing without faith\nWe must try harder than we said\nWe thought we could\nCause you are scared and I am home\nYou’re not alone now dear\n(You're not alone now dear)\nNow I’ve been running for a while\nMy vicious drive has finally tired\nI want to settle in my skin I am a man now not a child\nCan you feel me now? Can you feel me\nBrush against your skin\nMy fingers are knocking once again\nBut you will never let me in