Testo Bound To Misery - Downswing, AVOID

Bound To Misery

Wake up, do the same thing everyday
And repeat the cycle
I feel like a moth drawn to a flame
I just can't help myself

I'm to indecisive
My rope's about to break
And life's so monotonous
I'm withering away

What a funny way to feel
Been so focused on my past
That I lost sight of what was
Still here
I forgot what was real

Maybe I need to find another way to cope
Completely redesign a better me, I know
Stopped running, spared myself the pain
It's never ending
I don't want to be
Bound to misery

There's always something to say
With comments under my breath
I hate how it feels
Trapped in the way of my own self-interests
No

Running from myself
I can't sweep it under the rug now
Everything I am still left in question

I've got a problem where I believe every word I speak
So sick to death of all this
It's left me broken
And I know it won't be
Easy tryna' carry the weight

Maybe I need to find another way to cope
Completely redesign a better me, I know
Stopped running, spared myself the pain
It's never ending
I don't want to be
Bound to misery

I have a hard time describing the feeling
I don't want to be
Bound to misery

I move away from access
I lie in the dirt to rest