| I was always told to |
| Not avenge myself and leave it to the good wrath of the lord you know but |
| When it comes to my anger and dealing with things I’ve dealt with |
| In this world, I feel like vengeance needs to be mine |
| You feel me? |
| When I think about it homie, I don’t think I was ever cool with him |
| From the sandbox, knew his mom and pops and I even went to school with him |
| We were forced to be friends man, of course it would end |
| Same song and in tune with 'em |
| Was a sad casualty, like some dead batteries |
| Nothing I could do with 'em |
| Everything he did I got in trouble for |
| Pulling me into it like it’s tug of war |
| Fuck it, I’m tripping and now I want a war |
| I’m about to jump without a bungee cord |
| This shit isn’t meant, in fact I won award |
| Creator kept sending me to a dummy door |
| Made it my enemy now my brother yours |
| Sick with the wizardry, who was Dumbledore |
| Fathom the fate, it’ll leave your stomach sore |
| Hungry for murder, give me a number four |
| Did it in vain, there’s an IV stuck in yours |
| Hack 'em up like I’m getting data stuck in the motherboard |
| 'Cause either I’m corrupted or had trouble shooting 'em |
| But of course made 'em sleep, death, to cord |
| To where the court was unimportant |
| This is my life but it’s you they highlight, what this for? |
| But the ball is in my fucking court |
| I’m in all black, pick your fate like a motherfucking judge in court |
| Get it by my lonely, child with support |
| Hold on let me shut the door, I caught 'em in the bathroom |
| Blood and gore, I’m about to drug 'em more |
| Drug 'em towards the abandoned church, blood I had to |
| His last words were, «I love you» said, «I love you more» |
| Then I watched him die from the overdose, sad news |
| Tarell won’t be coming home tonight, I didn’t condone his life |
| Be blessed, get at you |
| 'Cause I really live this life, this ain’t no hobby |
| This sound like mental wards, I’m in the lobby |
| I’m fucked up, watch my drink for me, you got me? |
| While I tell 'em 'bout how I caught my first body |
| I really live this life, this ain’t no hobby |
| This sound like mental wards, I’m in the lobby |
| I’m fucked up, watch my drink for me, you got me? |
| While I tell 'em 'bout how I caught my first body |
| If you a friend, it’s time to say toodle-oo |
| 'Cause ain’t no possible way he can ever be true to you |
| Careful your appointment could do the due |
| If he wants to kill hisself |
| What the fuck you think he wanna do to you |
| My first body |
| I remember that reincarnated killers back |
| I just popped like 16 bars and told myself that issa wrap |
| Sara gone, I told Kiana on the phone, I’m finna pass |
| Woke up by my nigga Matthews |
| Mom, step pops was chilling back |
| Put me in the whip and dashing frantic |
| Hope this nigga crash |
| Got me to the 'spital and they said I’d be admitted fast |
| Back at school them niggas laughed |
| My spit is black off ipecac |
| Before Kathartic vids I really was forced to take Citrahtak |
| Diagnosed with this and that, I’m popping pills like tic and tacs |
| Mercy lasting, hope a man, yo Douglas where I’m living at |
| Exposed to sex so young, the only way I cope is when I swack |
| Molested, now I check in mental wards like where the bitches at? |
| I am so Brainsick in fact, where the fuck is Twisted at? |
| Fuck a beef, I love you G, I hope I get my nigga back |
| Fuck this music shit, I really live what I put in my raps |
| Went to war with Iso and I’m not sure if I killed his ass |
| Because I really live this life, this ain’t no hobby |
| This sound like mental wards, I’m in the lobby |
| I’m fucked up, watch my drink for me, you got me? |
| While I tell 'em 'bout how I caught my first body |
| I really live this life, this ain’t no hobby |
| This sound like mental wards, I’m in the lobby |
| I’m fucked up, watch my drink for me, you got me? |
| While I tell 'em 'bout how I caught my first body |
| If you a friend, it’s time to say toodle-oo |
| 'Cause ain’t no possible way he can ever be true to you |
| Careful your appointment could do the due |
| If he wants to kill hisself |
| What the fuck you think he wanna do to you |
| My first body |
| I overcame my fear along time ago |
| Death don’t scare me |
| I been there, done that |
| But I’m back |
| World War Me |