| This song is dedicated to all my doctors, all fifteen of 'em |
| And then all the rappers that portray like they |
| Like y’all with this shit, you feel me? |
| Iso, Brain |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| Dear lord a nigga think he got the Holy Ghost |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| Dear lord a nigga think he got the Holy Ghost |
| Funny how I fucked around and got an addiction |
| They force feeding me meds from hospital visits |
| Heart attack and they count it just for popping them bitches |
| Back and forth from the mental ward to lock me in prison |
| Younger, I’m mutilated, had a lot of incisions |
| Mama told me don’t do it, now my pops think I’m tripping |
| Standing over the faucet with a cloth steady dripping |
| Poppin' a bunch of Tylenol and walk to the kitchen |
| Then I’ma drop 'til I’m twitching |
| Wake up in the middle of the afternoon and look up but my optic is rigid |
| And I can hear my father talkin' to a nigga off in the distance |
| Steady asking me, «Dog, why you squintin'?» |
| I call all my friends and tell 'em that I’m dead 'fore I’m resting on my head |
| like I already did it |
| They told a nigga I would go to hell but I’m dodgin' religion |
| Pray to God then I pause for a minute |
| I don’t be giving a fuck about living, you better believe it I’m red' to go |
| Hanging up the phone, my girl tripping, I gotta let you go |
| Dealing with devils daily, damn I hope I get to heaven though |
| Life’s a rocky effin' road like Avenged Sevenfold |
| Methadone, liquor, now my reticles from head to toe |
| There’s the devil, gave my soul, I want it back so let me know |
| Passing out again until I’m drooling on my bedroom floor |
| Then I hear my homie’s mom screaming, «Let me check his pulse» |
| Ativan, Haldol, Benzatropine |
| Respidol, Adderall, Hem, a dope fiend |
| Yes and I’ve had it all, sip some Codeine |
| Lexapro, Wellbutrin, I’m so keen |
| Lithium, Atarax, Seroquel |
| Overdose 'til I see Sarah Neal |
| Life’s a LSD Ferris wheel |
| It’s my life, fuck rap, this very real |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| Dear lord a nigga think he got the Holy Ghost |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| Dear lord a nigga think he got the Holy Ghost |
| Almost just punched my psychiatrist |
| Because my diet is not what I need so I’m rioting |
| Mind full of mindlessness, blinded by blindeds and |
| I could die by the strip like Pac in '96 |
| I need a line again, I need a Heineken |
| Find a tissue for my sinuses |
| Why do these addies all look like some minuses? |
| How do I stay vertical with these side effects? |
| Vitals look like I need vitamins |
| Hi, is it time to go home yet? Invite him in |
| Why is it I get the tremors, leviathan |
| He told me try to swim off my psoriasis |
| 'Cause I been itching for the finest bitch |
| To come inside my room and sit down and ride this dick |
| But nobody wants me 'cause I’m a schiz |
| I keep on crying, this tiniest violin |
| I don’t wanna get stuck here like Spider-Man |
| Parking my peter inside of a China chick |
| I was just dreaming of Cathryn, that grimy bitch |
| Who set me up, when I get out go hide ya kids |
| Now I’m on tour when I’m hiding and |
| Checking myself in, it’s over, I’m fighting it |
| I wanna kill you but then you provide me with |
| If I go missing then y’all know what time it is |
| Ativan, Haldol, Benztropine |
| Respidol, Adderall, Hem, a dope fiend |
| Yes and I’ve had it all, sip some Codeine |
| Lexapro, Wellbutrin, I’m so keen |
| Lithium, Atarax, Seroquel |
| Overdose 'til I see Seronil |
| Life’s a LSD Ferris wheel |
| It’s my life, fuck rap, this very real |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| Dear lord a nigga think he got the Holy Ghost |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| I pray to God I go to heaven when I overdose |
| Dear lord a nigga think he got the Holy Ghost |