| And I think that is the part of hell that a person in depression really tastes |
| The hopelessness |
| The terrible hopelessness |
| Terrible hopelessness |
| Terrible hopelessness |
| Terrible hopelessness |
| Terrible hopelessness |
| Terrible hopelessness |
| Let’s take another one, swear I’m having fun, but I look miserable |
| 'Cause time don’t heal no pain, I still feel just the same, I guess time is |
| standing still |
| Draw a smile on every day I’ve run out of paint |
| Hold my brush, I’m feeling faint |
| Feel like I can really be myself around you |
| Mood swings like a pendulum, I can’t break loose |
| Feel like I can really be myself around you |
| Someday I might find peace I long left behind, I hope you’re still here when I |
| do |
| I know it ain’t fair to you, the shit that I put you through, my condition is |
| no excuse |
| Know it won’t make much sense, but baby in my defense, you’re the only one I |
| feel safe around |
| Let me explain myself, it’s the first time I’ve felt like not running us into |
| the ground |
| Feel like I can really be myself around you |
| Mood swings like a pendulum, I can’t break loose |
| Feel like I can really be myself around you |
| I’ve always sacrificed anything that’s brought me happiness, for emptiness |
| But in exchange for my pain I maintain, inspiration |
| 'Cause heartache is my medication |
| Feel like I can really be myself around you |
| Mood swings like a pendulum, I can’t break loose |
| Feel like I can really be myself around you |
| I feel like I can really be myself around you |