| Somebody should have told me Life can treat you really coldly
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| A lot of love that people show me But when they go I’m hella lonely
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| When the music and the show stops
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| Security keep my bus door locked
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| That way I’m not receiving no shots
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| MJ, our little bro dropped
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| and that’s why they keep me so blocked
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| I’m in the star coach now
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| In the back by myself, I listen to our dope sounds
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| But… There was no women to round up This hound just sleeps deeply, anticipatin' the next town’s luck
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| It’s glitz and glamour when you’re on stage
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| Happy 'cause you and your homies paid
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| But a lot of my love ones up and gone away
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| Because I put my music first, for that it’s lonely days
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| Oh, ain’t no phones ringing,
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| ain’t no one’s speaking when you’re alone
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| Feels like there’s no reason for me to keep
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| breathing if I’m gonna be alone
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| I can’t sleep alone and I can’t go eat alone
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| Yeah, the crowd gonna shout, but when the lights go out
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| You know, you know, you know
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| You know, you know, you know
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| You know, you know, you know
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| You know me being me, you wouldn’t think I’d be alone
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| Got off my tour July 7 my children
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| Kicked it with me up to the 24th, then they go home
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| Even though my home used to be their home
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| But due to separation and altercations
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| with their mama’s it left me so alone
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| And when my girl visits, she got to leave
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| 'Cause she’s independent and has a need to make her own cheese
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| At night before sleeping I’m on knees
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| Alone, please, I don’t wanna have the lonelies on beat
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| My two family members that room with me They zoom quickly to work and dip out of town,
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| you would assume it’d be Party, party every night a narly nudy show
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| But it’s hardly party when you’re starting in the studio
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| I can’t wait for the meet and greets, making fans
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| That’s why I be hella happy, hugging and shaking hands
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| When I perform I want everybody to know
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| I stretch the show 'cause when it’s over everybody go Oh, ain’t no phone ringing,
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| ain’t no one’s speaking when you’re alone
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| Feels like there’s no reason for me to keep
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| breathing if I’m gonna be alone
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| I can’t sleep alone and I can’t go eat alone
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| Yeah, the crowd gonna shout, but when the lights go out
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| You know, you know, you know
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| You know, you know, you know
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| You know, you know, you know
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| You know me being me, you wouldn’t think I’d be alone
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| A storm cloud stalks me making what should be a sunny day
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| Shed tears of lonesome despair in the form of rain
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| I’ve devoted my life to rid you of your pain
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| For feelings of acceptance which reveal themselves feigned
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| Do not mind that, scream the voices in my brain
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| But if I stop giving, only I remain
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| Though I know not of misery
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| For I lack the company it needs to be entertained
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| But misery would be a nice change
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| This solitude drives me insane
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| Yeah, I think it’s my fault, y’all, 'cause I’m reclusive
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| And I’m thinking I lost brauds like Y! |
| Exclusive
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| And I know that I might fall, 'cause life is stupid
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| 'Cause cupid shoots it and I fight off but it might produce its
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| Love, whatever has it I run
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| People, pets and even movies that have it, I shun
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| Thinking back when I had a family, was glad I was some
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| I picture myself in the future, old mad, sad 'cause I’m one
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| Oh, ain’t no phones ringing,
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| ain’t no one’s speaking when you’re alone
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| Feels like there’s no reason for me to keep breathing
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| if I’m gonna be alone
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| I can’t sleep alone and I can’t go eat alone
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| Yeah, the crowd gonna shout, but when the lights go out
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| You know, you know, you know
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| You know, you know, you know
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| You know, you know, you know
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| You know me being me, you wouldn’t think I’d be alone |