Testo Distractions - Tiara Thomas

Distractions

Done playing games every day the same and my body been keeping score
Even when you finally get what you want you just end up wanting more
And all of these distractions
Temporary satisfaction
I can't even imagine what it'd be like if it lasted

Tryna feel something
Tried to smoke it away but the damage it stays
Now I feel nothing
And I could complain but am I too blame for it all

Got my head up in the clouds
They want me to come down but it's hard to choose
Life be coming at me fast and they got me doing things I don't wanna do
And all of these distractions and I'm far from satisfaction
Can't even imagine
Ain't no wonder why I'm losing my passion

Tryna feel something
Tried to smoke it away but the damage it stays
Now I feel nothing
And I could complain but am I too blame for it all

Even if I had tears in my eyes
I bet you wouldn't even notice
I go through the motions
Then you run off and occupy yourself with some more shit (but I stay involved)
Don't ask me how much this shit cost
Shit, cuz all that I know is I make this depression look fashionable I'm
cracking the code
Hope these few hundred bands last the way I'm tapping my phone
Hope these few hundred bands last the way I'm spending it all