Testi Fear - Begonia

Fear

Roll around in the shadows like a cat in the light
I’m scared of everyone
One ear in the clouds and one to the ground
I jump and scatter at every sound
Where does my fear come from
I roll around avoid the sun
Fear of everyone
Fear of harnessing power
Fear of screaming too loud
Fear of wasting an hour
Fear of never getting it together
Fear of being lazy
Fear of the mouse in my kitchen
Fear of going crazy
I’m running from something
I know I can’t go too fast
You want something you can’t control
Two hands touching through glass
Two bodies in the bathtub
Don’t wanna drown
I’m wearing two paper hats and calling them crowns
New years eve two thousand thirteen
Threw my boots off the balcony
I wasn’t clean like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be
New Year’s Eve two thousand thirteen
Threw my boots off the balcony
I wasn’t clean like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be
Like I wanted to be
Roll around in the shadows like a cat in the light
I’m scared of everyone
One ear in the clouds and one to the ground
I jump and scatter at every sound
Where does this fear come from
I roll around avoid the sun
Fear of everyone
Fear of harnessing power
Fear of screaming too loud
Fear of wasting an hour
Fear of never getting it together
Fear of being lazy
Fear of the mouse in my kitchen
Fear of going crazy
Fear of everyone
Fear of harnessing power
Fear of screaming too loud
Fear of wasting an hour
Fear of never getting it together
Fear of being lazy
Fear of the mouse in my kitchen
Fear of going crazy