Testo Wanted - Citizen Soldier

Wanted

Have you ever felt so invisible like no one would know
If you died tonight, if you threw this fight, and finally let it go?
The weight of holding on, so sick of being strong, just to end up alone
Or am I the only one still up, wondering why who I am has never been enough
'Cause I’ve never known what it’s like to just feel wanted, wanted
Like a ghost, always end up here forgotten, forgotten
Question always haunting me, am I not worth remembering?
What’s it like to be more than just invisible?
Maybe I will never know
Have you ever felt like a hand-me-down, like a waste of space
When nothing’s permanent, it’s so hard not to think, the hell is wrong with me
And does it mess you up thinking of reasons why nobody ever stayed
'Cause I can’t stand being a burden anymore
If I was dead, at least I couldn’t be ignored
'Cause I’ve never known what it’s like to just feel wanted, wanted
Like a ghost, always end up here forgotten, forgotten
Question always haunting me, am I not worth remembering?
What’s it like to be more than just invisible?
There must be more to life than that
Familiar pain
That I can’t change
I open up, I can’t replace
Like who I am is a mistake
And I can’t take
One more day of being me
I wish I could know what it feels like
'Cause I’ve never known what it’s like to just feel wanted, wanted
Like a ghost, always end up here forgotten, forgotten
Question always haunting me, am I not worth remembering?
What’s it like to be more than just invisible?
Maybe I will never know