| If I sit by the river |
| Maybe the answer will come to me in a vision |
| So I’ll close my eyes on the train |
| And daydream a new life by myself in Berlin |
| And if I knew, if I knew |
| That everything I did would matter so fast |
| I would do it all the same |
| Cause I’ll never grow up, but I’m losing my hair |
| And it doesn’t matter if I’m going nowhere |
| If I stand this way maybe I can make myself look thinner |
| If we call quit the game, everyone’ll feel like a winner |
| And I’m holding your hand even though it’s going ice cold |
| Cause I’m lazy and I know |
| What happens if I let it go |
| And if I wait by the river |
| Maybe it’s sound will numb my aching nerves like a drug |
| Cause I’ll never grow up, but I’m losing all my hair |
| Repeating to myself that this time I’ve run out of air |
| And if I knew, if I knew |
| That everything I did would matter so fast |
| Maybe I’d’ve pushed up on the glass |
| Cause I’m losing but mind |
| But I don’t t think I care |
| My river flows, but it’s going nowhere |
| If I stand this way maybe I can make myself look thinner |
| If we call quit the game, everyone’ll feel like a winner |
| And I’m holding your hand even though it’s going ice cold |
| Cause I’m lazy and I know |
| What happens if I let it go |
| If I stand up straight maybe I can make myself feel better |
| If I don’t move today, I can just blame it on the weather |
| Cause you’re holding my hand even though I wanna let go |
| Cause I’m lazy and I know where my river really flows |