Testi Sanctuary - Iamjakehill

Sanctuary

There’s no, like, easy way to even get into this-I gotta put my two weeks in\nReally?\nYeah\nIt’s just been on my mind for, like, a couple months\nYeah stuck on this elevator, swear it ain’t moving\nI swear I’m doin' my best\nSwear I’m doin' my best, and I will never do less\nUnless somebody got a gun to my head\nThe sun is where I’m heading shining 'til I’m dead in the bed\nThe bed sleep in, the weekend is going too fast\nSometimes I feel like it will never end, sometimes it never lasts\nBut that’s okay 'cause half the time I barely know what day it is\nAnyways, I’ll keep repeating I’ma just keep playing it\nLike PUBG last alive, my hands sweaty, shakin', I stand impatience\nI’ve been away ages, check the label, set the table\nGuess I’m able, to be something different, more then what I thought\nI’ve accumulated something greater more than what I lost\nI’m a lost soul, bring the heat up, still cold\nNumbers in my billfold\nThunder in the hill cold\nWith the beamer real slow\nI’ve been living real low\nI just want to chill though, way up in the hills, whoa\n'Cause I’ve had a fuckin' dream that I’ve had forever\nAnd it’s getting to point now where something could possible happen with it\nAnd if I wanna… do something with it, I have to put all my time into it;\nit’s just…\nBorn in '92, but feeling like I’m close to 98\nAll I do is sit inside my room, I’d rather hide away\nGot some time to kill, don’t know if I’d sign a deal\nOnly thing I know is I’ma keep doin' this 'til my mind is healed\nI’ve been spinning around and runnin' in circles\nI need a curfew been like they working\nNever end and never going to finish 'til I find my purpose\nKind of nervous what the future has instore\nThere’s the door, open up and close the other one\nI need some more\nOpportunities, need something new to me\nThis ordinary every day is getting in the way\nOf what I’m soon to be\nI know it takes a minute for success\nI hope that I don’t blow it\nThe only way is up from here on out, no sign of slowin'\nLike, I don’t want to do it at all; I wish I didn’t like you, so it’d be easier\nYeah, right\n'Cause you’ve done so much for me and I feel like I’m just slapping you in the\nface right now\nI… just feel like if I’m gonna do this music thing a hundred percent\nI’ve gotta do it a hundred percent, put whatever I got to it\nSo, I understand-take some time and think about it, y’know\n, see if it works out