| Before I'm going out, what I'm doing? |
| So confusing how they turn on me |
| If I meant less than love, I'm only human |
| Life abusing, they keep turning on me |
| They keep turning on me, Lord (Lord, help me out) |
| I know they coming for me, Lord (Lord, help me out) |
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| Been talkin' to God (Been talkin' to God) |
| I pray He can show the way (Show the way) |
| Been dealin' with pain (Been dealin' with pain) |
| Man, he gotta go today (Go today) |
| I know I ain't perfect (I know I ain't perfect) |
| Dear Lord, it's me again |
| I know I done made mistakes |
| I wanna win, I know I been dealin' with sins |
| I reacted off emotions |
| Probably wasn't worth it, ended up back on the news (Damn) |
| Looked around and I was on an island |
| Everyone actin' funny, I'm confused (That's crazy) |
| Look at they views, contradictin' |
| I guess I gotta be the bad guy |
| Hated for bein' a man (That's crazy) |
| That was just watchin' a lie, Truth (Before I'm going out) |
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| Before I'm going out, what I'm doing? |
| So confusing how they turn on me |
| If I meant less than love, I'm only human |
| Life abusing, they keep turning on me |
| They keep turning on me, Lord (Lord, help me out) |
| I know they coming for me, Lord (Lord, help me out) |
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| Been dealin' with pain (Been dealin' with pain) |
| Been fightin' with hope (Been fightin' with hope) |
| I been tryna make sense of these situations |
| I been dealin' with smoke |
| Pray for the best, dealin' with the worst |
| Wanna be at peace, gotta make it first |
| Losin' everything only make it worse |
| I was on my knees, homie in a hearse |
| Everyone lookin' like I am a villain |
| Tryna be bigger, but I'm in my feelings |
| I'm dealin' with trauma, I know I need healing |
| I keep elevatin', they stuck at the ceiling |
| Feel like everybody goin' against me |
| Ain't no reason, they just wanna be part of it |
| All I know is that I gotta put heart in it |
| Nobody got me, I knew from the start of it (Before I'm going out) |
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| Before I'm going out, what I'm doing? |
| So confusing how they turn on me |
| If I meant less than love, I'm only human |
| Life abusing, they keep turning on me |
| They keep turning on me, Lord (Lord, help me out) |
| I know they coming for me, Lord (Lord, help me out) |
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| Before I'm goin' out |
| Help me, Lord |
| How they turn on me? |
| Turn on me |
| Lord, help me out |
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