| I count the time I've pissed away in hiding |
| And I count on finding solace in their song |
| But in pacing through the halls |
| Digging nails into the walls |
| I've grown tired of their prying eyes a-spyin' |
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| They say the life you got is what you make it |
| And I've starved myself in comfort for too long |
| I'm invigored with a drive |
| A crusade to feel alive |
| So I'll run before they wake up and they find me |
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| Grab my bootstraps, boys |
| Buckle up |
| And we're out on the loose |
| Got my two step |
| Winning grin |
| My finger guns and I'm ready to shoot |
| Gonna dance all night |
| I got a hankerin' to shake off some blues |
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| At first I find the atmosphere delicious |
| As I join them in their heedless revelry |
| Then a crack and I can hear |
| The neurotic itching fear |
| Of the amplifying dissonance behind me |
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| They say you oughta dance like no one's watching |
| But they're a telepathic chorus in my mind |
| With their laser guided eyes |
| Firing leers as sharp as knives |
| A pariah gone awry |
| Ah, just come find me |
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| Strap my boots down, girls |
| Buckle up |
| And I'm back in the noose |
| Yeah! Yeah! |
| Feel your cold grip |
| Chilling grin |
| Bringing tons of nothing to lose |
| Had enough limelight |
| Oh won't you tuck me in and sing me the blues? |
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| Sing me sweetly to my doom |
| And I know there's no escaping |
| I'll wait it out |
| I'm the one on the line |
| So I'm getting my fill |
| And if you had what I want |
| No I wouldn't need it now, yeah |
| Brother, sister, please don't shame me, no |
| Silence so loud |
| But I promise I'm fine |
| I'm just getting my fill |
| And if you had what I need |
| No I wouldn't want it now |
| But I need it now, ooh |
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| Yeah yeah yeah! |
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| And I know there's no escaping, yeah |
| I can't hold out |
| I don't know that I'm fine |
| I've gotten my fill |
| If you still got what I need |
| I think I want it now |
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| This ain't how my mama raised me, ooh |
| Silence so loud |
| But I'm out of time |
| Oh, they live for the kill |
| God help me |
| Please don't forget me |
| When they come and drown me out |
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