Testi In My Dreams - John Anthony, Lydia Caesar

In My Dreams

What you know about hard work?\nHey\nWhat you know about pain?\nHey\nIt ain’t worth it if it don’t hurt\nNah, nah, no, no\n‘Cause in my dreams, the whole world knows my name\nMy name\nMy name\nFuck the love songs bitch, I am done, retiring\nI’m tired of keeping my fucking eyes from crying\nI’ve been defiant my whole life, I’m trying to hide it\nBut somewhere deep down inside I got that urge to find it\nI’m getting angry off the verse, I like it\nAggression to this pen to the words I write with\nI’m inking out the blood and it hurts but I’ve been\nThrough a hella lot worse, let me first rewind it\nSee hip hop’s more than music, it’s a forming culture\nBut somehow to me it feels like it’s insorting torture\nI would force my ass to just go sit in the corner and start writing\nUntil your hands numb and sore\nAnd more pain would enter my brain\nStraight in the veins of my arms, am I insane?\nSomebody get the chains and just hold me back\nI ain’t full of crap\nI just feel like in a way I’m controlled in rap\n(Hook)\nWhat you know about hard work?\nHey\nWhat you know about pain?\nHey\nIt ain’t worth it if it don’t hurt\nNah, nah, no, no\n‘Cause in my dreams, the whole world knows my name\nMy name\nMy name\nI’m in a love, hate relationship but I don’t want out\nIt’s fucking toxic but I’m hoping we can work this shit out\nYou make me happy when I’m just able to write my shit down\nBut when I get writer’s block I’m fucking screaming and shout\nLike what in the fuck?\nI’m getting sick of this shit\nI’m fucking twenty seconds away from just saying I quit\nAnd taking all my fucking lyrics and just tear ‘em to shit\nGrab the microphone and chuck it at the audio kit\nI’m fucking losing it, this fire’s gonna burn when it’s swarming\n‘Cause I am tired of waking up at like three in the morning and pacing around\nin my room\nWith a bottle of Foreman’s\nI’m fighting back with my conscience but I’m just trying to ignore ‘em\nSo yeah\nI’m not saying maybe I do not got it\n‘Cause I know I can murder any rapper, animal, object\nIt doesn’t matter\nMiddle finger to the game, I want it to understand\nI’m about to put a ring right on it\n(Hook)\nWhat you know about hard work?\nHey\nWhat you know about pain?\nHey\nIt ain’t worth it if it don’t hurt\nNah, nah, no, no\n‘Cause in my dreams, the whole world knows my name\nMy name\nMy name