Testi Delores - Lil Xtra

Delores

Back in the day\nI had nothing to say but I believe that you been leaning on leaving running away\nAnd I know that it hurts\nBut that’s not gonna work\nI know the feeling of fleeing demons\nBut they always return\n'Cause I’ve been running since was youngin'\nYou know I’ve been tryna grow some other way\nI lost my health and my wealth\nI’m still dreaming of leaving this world every goddamn day\n'Cause I can’t do anything without feeling like I’m right on the verge of\ncollapse\nTryna stay sane but I’m always in pain, what a shame that the good times came\nand passed so\nPlease don’t say that there’s something inside you\nI don’t want to hang, no I don’t really like you\nBut I wouldn’t say that I’m nothing like you\nIt’s all the same, we’re all the same\nI’m all that’s left and you know best\nSo tell me how I’ll fuck up next\nWe’ll hold this sadness in our chest\nLike every time\nI hate this\nYou were the last one to know\nNow that you’re all alone\nBut I believe I hear you breathing there on your side of the phone\nAnd I know he’s a jerk\nAnd you’re tired from work\nWish I could say it’s okay but honestly, I’m not sure\nI’m isolating, staying patient, coming out the basement on my own\nI’m separated by the decimation of the life I called my home\nLeave me be, just let me fucking bleed my heart out on the stones\nI’m dedicated to the deprivation, can’t wait to die alone so\nPlease don’t say there’s something inside you\nI don’t want to hang, no I don’t really like you\nBut I wouldn’t say that I’m nothing like you\nIt’s all the same, we’re all the same\nI’m all that’s left and you know best\nSo tell me how I’ll fuck up next\nWe’ll hold this sadness in our chest\nLike every time\nI hate this\nAnd please don’t say that you hate being lied to\nI don’t want to date, no I don’t even like you\nBut I wouldn’t say that I’m nothing like you\nIt hurts the same If we go or stay\nPlease don’t say there’s something inside you\nI don’t want to hang, no I don’t really like you\nBut I wouldn’t say that I’m nothing like you\nIt’s all the same, we’re all the same\nI’m all that’s left and you know best\nSo tell me how I’ll fuck up next\nWe’ll hold this sadness in our chest\nLike every time\nI hate this