| I lost another friend today |
| Why do we have to go away? |
| Been hoping for some better days, yeah yeah |
| Last time I saw Susan |
| It was alcohol she was choosing |
| It just kept on abusing |
| Fuck, I’m far from perfect |
| I don’t think I’m worth it |
| I keep doing drugs just to call me when I’m nervous |
| And I fucking hate myself |
| 'Cause I lose the ones I love |
| But I keep on doing drugs |
| I been searching, I been looking for a way out |
| But I can change, I can die any day now |
| I pray at night to an unknown God |
| Pray at night but I feel so lost |
| I been faded, I been living in a daydream |
| I been fucked up since I was like sixteen |
| I pray at night to an unknown God |
| Pray at night but I feel so lost |
| Wake up to another tragedy |
| This life is not a masterpiece |
| I feel like God is mad at me, yeah yeah |
| Last time I called Brandon |
| Couldn’t even understand him |
| The damage done |
| Fuck I’m far from perfect |
| I don’t think I’m worth it |
| I keep doing drugs |
| Just to call me when I’m nervous |
| And I fucking hate myself |
| 'Cause I lose the ones I love |
| But I keep on doing drugs |
| I been searching, I been looking for a way out |
| But I can change, I can die any day now |
| I pray at night to an unknown God |
| Pray at night but I feel so lost |
| I been faded, I been living in a daydream |
| I been fucked up since I was like sixteen |
| I pray at night to an unknown God |
| Pray at night but I feel so lost |
| I’m not sleeping 'cause I keep on dreaming nightmares |
| Hallucinating, start to see you when you’re not there |
| Ever since you left, I can’t sleep throughout the night |
| I battle all these demons but I still can’t see the light |
| Angel on my shoulder, she’s been gone for a long time |
| Devil on my side as I get lost in the nighttime |
| I been searching, I been looking for a way out |
| But I can change, I can die any day now |
| I pray at night to an unknown God |
| Pray at night but I feel so lost |
| I been faded, I been living in a daydream |
| I been fucked up since I was like sixteen |
| I pray at night to an unknown God |
| Pray at night but I feel so lost |