| Don’t like the way that I look
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| I don’t like the way that I feel
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| I’m acting like everything’s cool but maybe it’s time I start keeping it real
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| I’ve thought about killing myself
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| I’ve thought about ending it all
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| I’ve thought about standing on top of my building in Brooklyn and seeing how
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| long it would take me to fall
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| I’m scared
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| And I’m losing my patience
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| I wanna feel weightless
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| I hate this
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| What’s up?
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| Ayy, don’t know why I’m so fucked up
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| It sucks
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| Ayy, maybe I’m over-dramatic
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| But I’m just keeping it real
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| I’m not always okay
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| I don’t know how to deal
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| I wish I had someone to give me some love
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| I wish I had someone to give me a hug
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| I’m sick of the liquor and sick of the drugs
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| I wish I could just stop fucking up
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| Dear Johnny, be honest
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| You can change if you wanted
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| And let me tell you something else that’s true
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| There’s no one else that’s just like you
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| Dear Johnny, be real
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| It’s okay to feel
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| One day you’re going to hear this song
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| And laugh because you’ve stayed so strong
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| Got a brother I know that I don’t call enough
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| «Hey baby boy, what’s up? |
| I miss you so much»
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| Got a father that raised me when shit got tough
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| But we don’t really know how to talk about stuff
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| Got a mother I ain’t seen in eighteen years
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| Just know that I forgive you, there’s been too many tears
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| I hope I don’t get any older
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| With this chip up on my shoulder
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| I think it’s time I switched it all up
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| Dear Johnny, be honest (Yeah)
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| You can change if you wanted
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| And let me tell you something else that’s true (True)
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| There’s no one else that’s just like you
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| Dear Johnny, be real
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| It’s okay to feel (Yeah)
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| One day you’re going to hear this song
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| And laugh because you’ve stayed so strong
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| I’m falling away
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| From everything that’s ever brought me down
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| I am the sound
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| Now
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| I’m falling away
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| From everything that’s ever brought me down
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| I am the sound
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| Now
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| Dear Johnny, be honest (Yeah)
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| You can change if you wanted
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| And let me tell you something else that’s true
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| There’s no one else that’s just like you
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| Dear Johnny, be real (Oh)
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| It’s okay to feel (Yeah)
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| One day you’re going to hear this song
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| And laugh because you’ve stayed so strong
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| Hahahaha
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| I feel better already
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| Yeah
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| Think I just needed to get some shit off my chest
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| Wow
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| Thank you for listening
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| Thank you for being a part of our life
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| Shout out to Studio G
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| Shout out to Brooklyn
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| Shout out to Venice Beach
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| Shout out to Pam the cat
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| Shout out to Jolene the dog
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| And word to Eleven
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| Yeah, love you
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| This is a family
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| This is MCID
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| Hahahahaha |