| So satisfied I said a lot of things tonight |
| So long Aphasia and the ways it kept me hiding |
| It’s not so much exactly all the words I used |
| It’s more that I was somehow down let them loose |
| So complicated |
| I can’t wait to get explaining |
| Your listening distended out since I’ve been crying |
| So long Aphasia and the ways it kept me hidden |
| So long to silent nerves and hesitant oblivion |
| You came and sent me out unfurling in the street |
| I felt unprecedented confidence in speaking |
| Stick around I’m thinking things’ll be alright |
| Newly delivered, won’t you live with me tonight? |
| Something tonight was such a let down on my pride |
| It takes a part of me I don’t got to take some things in stride |
| I’d pace around the place so quiet in myself |
| I’d wake the next and see my silence went unfelt |
| Just when I thought I had this pattern sorted out |
| Apparently my ventricles are full of doubt, now |
| Nah things go wrong sometimes |
| Don’t let it freak you out |
| But if I don’t have you by me then I’ll go underground |
| Nah but what you’ve got was in your reaches all along |
| Plus one day you’ll be reaching for me and I’ll be gone |
| So to help remind myself |
| I wrote this little song |
| One day I won’t need your love |
| One day I won’t define myself by the one I’m thinking of |
| And if one day I don’t need it |
| One day you won’t need it |