| Now well I might make a little more sense |
| If it wasn't you who was tying my hands behind my back |
| What is that? |
| And in times I could give you two cents |
| But would it really make a big difference |
| If I died tomorrow? |
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| Even though I get scared |
| I continue to be there |
| Holding your picnic basket |
| While you're laying out snacks for the masses |
| In light and in dark |
| Yeah you sure left a mark on my heart |
| Just to call it art |
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| Now I can touch the water but it's too cold to get in |
| How did you make me jump in and swim? |
| No you're leaving me here with a word in your mouth |
| And a two faced grin |
| I'm still out here treading water while the love went in |
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| Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh |
| Is it really what you wanted? |
| Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh |
| And I, I, I |
| Yeah you really wanna pause it, stop it, sit back and watch it |
|
| So now you're |
| Facedown in the bathroom |
| So scared that you can't move |
| I know how you feel so |
| I'm sure you're |
| Gonna be alright |
| But you can't |
| Just accept that it's gon' pass |
| Coolin' off but it won't last |
| I know how it goes when |
| Every day it feels like you're gonna die |
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| Started take meds when |
| You had that last panic attack |
| Now you're feelin' better |
| But I want my best friend back |
| Somethin ain't the same |
| And I know this might sound bad |
| But I think I liked you better |
| When your only drug was laughin' |
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| People change in an instant |
| They start seein' you different |
| One day you're chillin |
| Then they start to get distant |
| That's why they tell you never meet your heroes |
| We was just children |
| Can't believe that they let us in the building |
| And rest in peace to the boys in Brockhampton |
| I remember when we met Kevin |
| Romil was dying laughin' |
| Cause I just fully froze up |
| I couldn't believe it was happenin' |
| All our dreams that we had |
| That shit we manifestin' |
| In this industry they |
| Gon' cheat on ya like Pete Rose |
| They just bettin' on ya |
| Like Zac Efron |
| At the golf course |
| And you gon' cook em food |
| And they'll tell you it made 'em choke |
| But they took hair off their head and placed it in the bowl |
| And so you feed 'em for free |
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