Testo i'm a ghost but it hurts - Rxseboy

i'm a ghost but it hurts

I want everyone to love me
I want everyone to trust me
Not gonna happen I think about this every day
And dream about it every night, what am I lacking?
Conversations in the mirror
No I ain’t never been a rear view
Driving alone got no music playing when I’m steering
Hope you like it when you hear it (yeah)
I’m doing this for myself
I’m doing this to survive
I just wanna feel alive
Got some regrets in my head but
I’m pushing them all to the side
I, wanna go hard, going so far
Feeling so low, on my solo
Body so cold, going so numb
Like a sore thumb, stick out too much
Definition of a bad decision
Never told me that I had to listen
I was always on a path to glisten
Broke boy with a castle vision
Yeah, now they’re tearing me down
Can’t find a crown
Can’t make a sound
I couldn’t show em' what I am about
Listen close to my words (yeah)
I’m a ghost, but it hurts (yeah)
I got thrown to the curb (uh)
All alone it’s a curse (yeah)
Put my soul in a verse (woah)
They don’t know how it works (yeah)
I’ve been searching for a new life
See the stepping stones in the dirt? (yeah)
I want everyone to love me
I want everyone to trust me
Not gonna happen I think about this every day
And dream about it every night, what am I lacking?
Conversations in the mirror
No I ain’t never been a rear view
Driving alone got no music playing when I’m steering
Hope you like it when you hear it
Listen close to my words (yeah)
I’m a ghost, but it hurts (yeah)
I got thrown to the curb (uh)
All alone it’s a curse (yeah)
Put my soul in a verse (woah)
They don’t know how it works (yeah)
I’ve been searching for a new life
See the stepping stones in the dirt?