Testo Jaded - Spiritbox

Jaded

I feel alone in my body
I feel a silence underneath
In these valleys of blood, in these rivers of rust
Shield the wall of blame again, leave it locked until the end
It was valid and rough, I was never enough
But what if I was
But what if I was
Inside a thousand lives to get my ghost
It’s never enough, it’s never enough
And I’ve always been ashamed that I wanna
Fall in to a dream with my honor
Desecrated, blood is jaded
I’ve never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place that I’ve haunted
Memories faded, blood is jaded
In my dreams all I see is a crimson cave
Tethered by a falling stream
Meant to turn in the lock for me
I can’t leave so I justify
It’s a level of confidence
All the pressure of infareds
None cursed uncut, never to rot
What if I was
What if I was
And I’ve always been ashamed that I wanna
Fall in to a dream with my honor
Desecrated, blood is jaded
I’ve never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place that I’ve haunted
Memories faded, blood is jaded
I know where I wanna go
But you know that it’s too close
Yeah you know it’s too late this time
And I’ve always been ashamed that I wanna
Fall in to a dream with my honor
I’ve never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place that I’ve haunted
Memories faded, blood is jaded
And I’ve always been ashamed that I wanna
Fall in to a dream with my honor
Desecrated, blood is jaded
I’ve never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place that I’ve haunted
Memories faded, blood is jaded