Testi Kitchen Table - Skyzoo, Illmind

Kitchen Table

Vowed to never live on my knees\nNever beg, I’m never fed, off of 'gimme' or 'please'\nI never bled off of crawlin'\nSo if I should bleed it’s from my hands dry wallin'\nHoldin' this shit is me\nEvery wall that I installed, every entrance you see\nI drew it all and through it all, up to just what it be\nKnew it all, true to all, movin' on, true to form\nForgiveness is at the end and I got endings to weave\nAttaching 'em where they meet at\nBack to where my lean at\nDreams got wings but they clippin' 'em where they breathe at\nSo fuck tryin' to sing I’m tryin' to swing where the seat’s at\nAnd know that anything that I bring, I’m tryin' to read that\nI try to fight a feelin' but the feeling subsides\nAnd the high that you’ve been given when you get to provide\nIs to find the ambition that you wish to revive\nLive and die, but while you livin', keep the kitchen in mind\nAnd remember, the place mats is laid where they should be at\nAnd everybody made they way to where they seats at\nFeel like all eyes on me from how they need that\nCan’t be mad at 'em cause here is where they eat at\nSo me, I’m tryin' to decorate the kitchen table\nAnd put enough around for everyone of them mouths\nI mean, I’m just tryin' to decorate the kitchen table\nAnd put enough around for everyone sittin' down\nI mean…\nThe process of providin' and tryin' to find it\nAnd words passin' the margin and contemplating consignment\nAnd circle backwards and forwards and fallin' for the reminder\nThen stressin' over these plates and the utensils that’s beside 'em\nYou countin' three times and hopin' you counted wrong\nTill all of the count is gone\nAnd all that you counted on ain’t on the table\nAnd you was suppose to make sure that was decent\nAnd now all this decorating is needed\nNever waited to see it cause ain’t nobody waitin' to be seated\nAnd they ain’t tryin' to change up how they eatin'\nMan of the house entails bringin' home anything but a reason\nCause a reason can’t clear away the grievance\nSo fuck all that\nBefore departin' I’ll turn into G. Garvin\nAs long as the plate is straight I can deal with the deeper margins\nLong as I’m 808 I can deal with being a target\nLong as we ate today you can call it what you call it\nBut remember, the place mats is laid where they should be at\nAnd everybody made they way to where they seats at\nFeel like all eyes on me from how they need that\nCan’t be mad at 'em cause here is where they eat at\nSo me, I’m tryin' to decorate the kitchen table\nAnd put enough around for everyone of them mouths\nI mean, I’m just tryin' to decorate the kitchen table\nAnd put enough around for everyone sittin' down\nAnd remember, the place mats is laid where they should be at\nAnd everybody made they way to where they seats at\nFeel like all eyes on me from how they need that\nCan’t be mad at 'em cause here is where they eat at\nSo me, I’m tryin' to decorate the kitchen table\nAnd put enough around for everyone of them mouths\nI mean, I’m just tryin' to decorate the kitchen table\nAnd put enough around for everyone sittin' down\nI mean…