| There are so many things that I don’t understand
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| Like why am I so lost if I have a captain?
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| I’m tossed back and forth by deceitful winds,
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| And if it all falls, look within.
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| I’ve been breaking hearts way too long
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| I did this from the start, now I’m all alone.
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| So focus on the heart if you want a home
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| I can’t settle for that cardboard box no more.
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| Early Christmas morning at the table with my momma
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| Steam’s coming off the coffee, we talking about the father
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| These are the conversations I cherish and I hold on to
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| She asked me, «Is there a girl in your life that you’re fond of?»
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| Well, not yet, feels like I’m looking for the Lochness.
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| I ain’t even really got a prospect
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| I don’t think I found what I want yet.
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| But let me be blunt, no pothead,
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| I’m going through a process to stop seeing women as objects
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| 'Cause the meaning of marriage is not sex.
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| It’s so much more, this ain’t no beauty contest
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| When you play that game then somebody’s always got next.
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| If charm is deceiving and beauty’s vain, then I bet
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| The standards that we judge most people with are nonsense.
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| I put too much emphasis on my preferences,
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| Dang, I’m feeling shallow just addressing this
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| 'Cause God loves me despite of how much a mess I am
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| And I’m writing off shawties whose bodies is less impressive like, dang.
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| I’m caught up in this game again
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| She’s asking if we’re more than friends
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| Why is this happening?
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| I don’t know if she the one,
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| But I don’t wanna lose her love.
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| I’m caught up in this game again,
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| She’s asking if we’re more than friends
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| Why is this happening?
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| I don’t know if she the one,
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| But I don’t wanna lose her love.
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| Cooling back in '01, high school mac was so fun,
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| Making chicks my baby, then on to the next one, Jay-Z.
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| '01 turned to '04, late night games at your dorm,
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| Let’s take a walk, your girls hating,
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| We’re just flirting, we ain’t dating.
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| '04 turned to '06, and you’re so sick,
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| Asking me, «Is that your chick?»
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| And I’m like, «Yes, finna put her in a white dress».
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| And you cry, I loved you, I ain’t mean it, but I said it,
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| Now I’m married with a trail of broken hearts and I regret it, dang.
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| Should’ve treated you like you was God’s daughter,
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| 'Cause you was, but I got caught up, now I got Karma.
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| Coma, 2012 and now I got daughters,
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| And I’d kill the dude that ever do them like I did you.
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| Long list of names, that’s too long to mention,
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| But I’m the one He cleansed in, I did my dirt
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| And then some pain was never intention,
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| I pray for your forgiveness,
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| Thank God He saved me from my sin but not the consequences, dang.
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| I’m caught up in this game again
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| She’s asking if we’re more than friends
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| Why is this happening?
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| I don’t know if she the one,
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| But I don’t wanna lose her love.
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| I’m caught up in this game again,
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| She’s asking if we’re more than friends
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| Why is this happening?
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| I don’t know if she the one,
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| But I don’t wanna lose her love.
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| There are so many things that I don’t understand
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| Like why am I so lost if I have a captain.
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| I’m tossed back and forth by deceitful winds,
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| And if it all falls, look within.
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| I’ve been breaking hearts way too long
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| I did this from the start, now I’m all alone.
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| So focus on the heart if you want a home
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| I can’t settle for that cardboard box no more.
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| I’m caught up in this game again
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| She’s asking if we’re more than friends
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| Why is this happening?
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| I don’t know if she the one,
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| But I don’t wanna lose her love.
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| I’m caught up in this game again,
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| She’s asking if we’re more than friends
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| Why is this happening?
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| I don’t know if she the one,
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| But I don’t wanna lose her love.
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| And all the boys said
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| All I really know is I don’t know what I want
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| Caught up in this game again
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| And all the boys said
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| All I really know is I don’t know what I want |