| I hear knocking on the walls, and the pictures start to fall
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| Living on daydreams, my fists clench, choking on misery
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| High heels on, flip my switch, before I made it to the highway
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| We ain’t been talking lately baby, so I wrote this letter
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| I wrote it to a beat tonight so I could focus better
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| Alcohol had be buckling below the pressure
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| I should’ve just given in and held you close as ever
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| Instead of drinking, be it till my breath is stinking
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| Looking back, I don’t know what the fuck I was thinking
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| I should know better, should’ve learned from my mistakes
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| And put those psycho traits inside in their rightful place
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| You done stuck with me through thick and thin, rich and poor
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| I know you love me, why am I so insecure?
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| It’s so unattractive, it’s just immature, I get so stubborn
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| I just need to listen more
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| You’re the girl who was on the phone with me for hours
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| I wouldn’t be here if you hadn’t given me the power
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| Now I’m sitting sulking, left with this emotion
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| Trying to fix what’s broken, Maybe it’s an omen
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| Lost my soul to this game, though
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| My heart to the stage glow
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| No mistake, I’m unable to get lost in a fable
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| I need to change, and tell you how I feel about you
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| I’m sorry that I doubt you, 'cuz I can’t live without you
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| I’m sorry that the shit I said still cutting through ya
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| I’m sorry that I let my past fuck up your future
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| This for every time you had to see the crazy Sean
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| Every time I compared you to my baby mom
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| Can’t believe I said that, that was way wrong
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| She couldn’t hold a candle to you in a fucking seance
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| You’re not a selfish fiend, you’re a helpless queen
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| 'Cuz your king’s acting psycho with no self esteem
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| If I could, I would build a time machine, go back and
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| Knock myself out before I caused a violent scene
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| I’d eat more lima beans, I’d become a vegan
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| I’d go to yoga, quit the smokes that I’m breathing
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| I would give up drinking, I would pledge allegiance
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| To never being the drunk asshole you’re used to seeing
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| Lost my soul to this game, though
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| My heart to the stage glow
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| No mistake, I’m unable to get lost in a fable
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| If I could, I would do what I’m supposed to do and grow with you
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| I wouldn’t hold shit over you or try controlling you
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| I wouldn’t compare you to some ho sniffing percocet
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| I would treat you like gold, 'cuz you deserve respect
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| I wouldn’t be some crazy insecure nervous wreck
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| Some worthless ex, indicative of hurting stress
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| That’s my worst regret, why’d I say that? |
| And learn
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| The hard way there’s things you’re not allowed to take back
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| Maybe I could change that, and you’ll understand
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| Maybe Alex gets reiki with her fucking hands
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| Maybe then, I’ll become another man
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| Who deserves to be the one you give another chance
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| So I could show my true colors like the four leaves
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| And spend my life with you on a small beach in Maldives
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| Maybe if I change enough, then you’ll change your mind
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| Maybe in another life with the same design
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| Lost my soul to this game, though
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| My heart to the stage glow
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| No mistake, I’m unable to get lost in a fable
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| A fable, it’s a fable, it’s a fable, a fable, it’s a fable, it’s a fable |