| Not today,
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| Just not today,
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| Please not today,
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| I don’t really got time to stop and talk
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| But don’t take it personal
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| I been up all night with my son
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| I’m tryn’a reach the doc before he close
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| I’m stressed out, upset, the lack of sleep got me emotional
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| And its that time of the month
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| just to really f****n piss me off
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| I’m feelin' self-conscious
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| Just need me a little space
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| So Mr. Media, ya betta' take ya camera out my face
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| Not today, I got things on my mind
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| Not today, Now ain’t that the place or time
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| Not today, I’ll do it all any other day
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| Just not today, please not today
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| I don’t mind signing an autograph
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| But you the 99th person to ask
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| And all I really wanna do is break down and cry
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| Cause a close family friend just passed
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| I know you already booked the studio
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| But at the mo' my head can’t cope
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| I’m aware that I made a commitment
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| But I never knew my heart would be broke
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| I’m dealing with some issues
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| Believe me I don’t mean to be rude
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| Only human, forgive me, if you sense a little attitude
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| Now let me get one thing clear
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| I know its ya’ll that keep my here
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| And I’m grateful like you could never know
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| More thankful than I could ever show
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| But if, you could sympathize from just a second
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| I reckon you could understand where I’m coming from
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| Sometimes when I’m steppin' out my house
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| I aint steppin' out as Dynamite
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| I’m stepping out as Mum
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| Tryna' spend some quality time with my son. |
| Whew!
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| If you could understand
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| This weren’t the way I planned, its gotten out of hand
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| Sometimes I feel I don’t even know when I am
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| Since I picked up the mic, my private life don’t exist
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| Love my job, but I never know I was signing up for this
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| Dealing with makeup’s and breakups gotta smile and be strong
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| Clearing with heartache and heartbreak, but the show must go on |