| I don’t want to stay another day, when I know you’re at home all alone in
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| disarray, with a mind that refuses to communicate.
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| I don’t want to feel anything if it’s not the embrace of your warmth when
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| you’re near me.
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| But you’re colder now these days.
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| You keep your head locked away, your worries to yourself.
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| But how am I supposed to help; |
| to pull you up from your inner hell?
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| I see your hands and they’re shaking.
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| Why are they shaking?
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| Can’t stop them from shaking.
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| I hope you never come to realize I’m talking about you, the four years we’ve
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| been through, and I miss you more and more.
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| The calming thought of you smiling is what I’d love to wake up to,
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| but I never see that anymore.
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| The pills go easier with water.
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| Your mind can’t take the weight of the world again, and it pains me to know
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| that all I can really do is hope and wait.
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| I see your hands and they’re shaking. |
| (Why are they?) I hope you never come to
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| realize I’m talking about you, the four years we’ve been through,
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| and I miss you more and more.
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| The calming thought of you smiling is what I’d love to wake up to,
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| but I never see that anymore.
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| I hope you never come to realize I’m talking about you, but if you were to,
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| just know I’m happy that I’m yours.
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| I’m so sorry that your mind hasn’t come around, Leaving you digging six feet
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| under the ground.
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| I wish I knew a better way.
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| I wish I knew the words to say.
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| Just know I have enough faith for the both of us.
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| Hold your head up high; |
| please don’t drown yourself tonight.
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| I’ll take you home, warm you up, show you a different light.
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| I swear to god, you’ll see another night.
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| I’m the furthest from fine.
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| I need you by my side. |