Testo Optimistic Son - Car Seat Headrest

Optimistic Son

I was an optimistic son
Excited to love
And my parents told the truth
Evil from youth
Do I have the strength to stare down these eyes
Until it turns back to a face I recognize

What would you hear if I told you that I need you?
It's a need too deep to speak
Would the ceiling fall, and the walls cave in
From a secret too big to keep?
If I fell down at your doorstep naked
Would you take me in and cover me?
Dress my skin in a fresh-coat of blood
Here I am for you to see

I was an incubated heart
In your arms in the dark
I fell out while you were asleep
In the viscera of your dreams
And you wiped off my face, and you gave me a name
Added up to a son that could take away the shame, but

What would you hear if I told you that I need you?
It's a need too deep to speak
Would the ceiling fall, and the walls cave in
From a secret too big to keep?
If I fell down at your doorstep naked
Would you take me in and cover me?
Dress my skin in a fresh-coat of blood
Here I am for you to see

Look at me, am I expired to be?
Am I an animal that you mistook for human?
Hold me, I am too incomplete
There is a part of me I am afraid of losing
Look at me, like you looked at me, when I was gonna be
Everything you and the family could need