| A never ending nightmare but I cannot decide
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| If it’s a byproduct of memories or pride
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| Communicate the symptoms, or should I even try
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| Maybe it’s all just my state of mind
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| This never ending moment just never seems to die
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| But this is when I realize
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| That it’s so typical of the way that I feel
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| Why is it such a mystery that I still feel this way
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| Holding this final piece of me, watch as it fades away
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| Just give me something real that I can hold onto
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| So I don’t have to feel the way I never want to I never want to Just a simple gesture meant to signify
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| The will I’ve fought so hard to keep alive
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| Another complication but I won’t question why
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| My best attempts cannot control my own demise
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| Why do I strive to make you, as dead as I feel
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| Why is it such a mystery that I still feel this way
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| Holding this final piece of me, watch as it fades away
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| Just give me something real that I can hold onto
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| So I don’t have to feel the way I never want to I never meant to hurt you despite all your surprise
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| But I locked you up with everything
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| I tried but couldn’t find
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| You never meant to scar me from what I could surmise
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| But my superficial wounds are scabbed
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| With the words that you’ve advised
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| And in this mass confusion you’ve rendered me unkind
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| And only sacrificial crucifixion can
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| Justify the crime
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| Now life looks better through your eyes
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| Why is it such a mystery that I still feel this way
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| Holding this final piece of me, watch as it fades away
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| Just give me something real that I can hold onto
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| So I don’t have to feel the way I never want to I never want to |