| Do you believe that God gives second chances
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| When pain beats the rhythm and Lucifer dances?
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| I ain’t ready for hell, but I’ll take my chances
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| Praying God will forgive under the circumstances
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| I’m sick of livin' life… sick of wastin' time…
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| What’s the point of tryin'? |
| What’s the point of cryin'?
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| Aim the 45 dead between my eyes
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| And pull that burner trigger cause a bullet never lies
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| Sweat drips from the top of my face
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| My mind focused, eyes locked in blank space
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| My thoughts heavy like a thousand tons
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| Heart beatin' like the sound of a thousand drums
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| I put my head back and look at the sky
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| Take a minute and wonder what it feels like to die
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| If it’s pain I face then pain I embrace
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| Knowin' this will be the last decision I ever make
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| And I ain’t lookin' for no pitty
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| It’s been me against the world since I left my mama’s titty
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| Why keep waitin' for the Reaper to come and get me?
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| I’ll end it right now cause life’s so shitty!
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| Ain’t gon' be no sunrise tomorrow…
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| One bullet in a six shot revolver…
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| Lookin' down a dark barrel to the gates of hell… I ask myself
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| Do you believe that God gives second chances
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| When pain beats the rhythm and Lucifer dances?
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| I ain’t ready for hell, but I’ll take my chances
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| Praying God will forgive under the circumstances
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| I’m sick of livin' life… sick of wastin' time…
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| What’s the point of tryin'? |
| What’s the point of cryin'?
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| Aim the 45 dead between my eyes
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| And pull that burner trigger cause a bullet never lies
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| Hmmm, that’s a real good question
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| With an answer about as far away as heaven
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| Cause really if God had a purpose
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| Then He could stop this damn bullet before my cranium splits
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| I load the gun with a 45 shell with a hollow head
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| To make sure I blow my face through the back of my head
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| I spin it once for my friends… once for my foes…
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| Take a breath, shut my eyes and slap the cylinder closed
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| I put the tip of the barrel under the tip of my chin
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| Cock back the hammer and take a moment to repent for my sins
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| Then put my finger on the trigger and pull it!
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| Once… twice… three times… still feelin' no bullet!
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| Forth time… click. |
| Fifth time… click
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| What the hell is goin' on? |
| Ain’t this some bullshit!
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| «God if you’re tryin' to prove a point then this is it!»
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| The last shot. |
| I pull the trigger, then… click
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| Do you believe that God gives second chances
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| When pain beats the rhythm and Lucifer dances?
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| I ain’t ready for hell, but I’ll take my chances
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| Praying God will forgive under the circumstances
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| I’m sick of livin' life… sick of wastin' time…
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| What’s the point of tryin'? |
| What’s the point of cryin'?
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| Aim the 45 dead between my eyes
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| And pull that burner trigger cause a bullet never lies
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| I can’t believe it, what’s the chance of a misfire?
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| Did God come down from heaven to stop this bullet before I died?
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| Knowin' I would kill myself before I would kill my pride
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| And it would take an act of God to make me appreciate my life
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| I take a minute to marinate on the though at hand…
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| What’s my life in the scope of things? |
| I don’t understand?
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| Constantly stuck between the man I was, and who I am
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| God, You’re the one that stopped this bullet… I hope you’re listenin'!
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| Why would you want me here to live in all this hatefulness?
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| «I'm less concerned for your comfort than your faithfulness»
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| But how can I be faithful when things don’t progress?
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| «Not what you do, but who you are that determines your success»
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| But what about when it’s who I am that causes me to sin, and after your
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| forgiveness I’ve failed you again?
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| «My child, If you doubt me, remember what you’ve witnessed, and ask yourself
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| this»
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| Do you believe that God gives second chances
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| When pain beats the rhythm and Lucifer dances?
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| I ain’t ready for hell, but I’ll take my chances
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| Praying God will forgive under the circumstances
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| I’m sick of livin' life… sick of wastin' time…
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| What’s the point of tryin'? |
| What’s the point of cryin'?
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| Aim the 45 dead between my eyes
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| And pull that burner trigger cause a bullet never lies |