| I wonder if you often think about what you became
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| Do you ever wonder if you ever truly changed?
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| Cause honestly I’m lost and I don’t know who to blame
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| I need some help cause I don’t know what else to soothe the pain
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| I watch you raise me as a baby so over protective
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| Smiling at me, blowing kisses while you hold me restless
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| When you told me that you loved me I can tell you meant it
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| And it never took for you to try to ever show your efforts
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| But we was connected through the heavens though I felt your soul
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| And that alone is just a feeling some will never know
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| I bump my head and you consoled me as you held me close
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| And I wonder where went wrong but I guess I’ll never know
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| Cause ever since I grown I felt like you been kind of giving up
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| And it seems like everything I do is just not good enough
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| Shit, we don’t have the type of bond we used to have before
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| And I ain’t mad at all I just wonder if you recall the day that I was born,
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| when you used to sing to me like
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| La la la la la la la la
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| (You used to sing to me like)
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| La la la la la la la la la
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| (You used to sing to me)
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| La la la la la la la la
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| (Yeah, you used to sing to me like)
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| La la la la la la la la
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| I wonder if you often think about what you became
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| And do you ever wonder if you ever truly changed?
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| Cause honestly I’m lost and I don’t know who to blame
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| Nigga I need some help, cause I don’t know what else to soothe the pain
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| My father died when I was five and I ain’t cry at all
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| I never knew him he just disappeared and I’m not sure if he knew I would grow
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| up to be ruthless, I don’t hide my flaws
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| A young woman with a body and a mind like yours, cause we a lot alike
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| I mean that’s prolly' why I felt connected
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| And when we met I was so innocent but slowly tempted
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| When you told me that you loved me boy I know you meant it
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| You sucked the soul out of my body with your own intentions
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| Now I’m stuck inside a life of prostitution, no discretion
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| And all you do is beat my ass and leave me slowly breathless
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| But we don’t have the type of bond we used to have before
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| And I ain’t mad at all, I just wonder if you recall when I laid in your arms
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| and you used to sing to me like
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| La la la la la la la la
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| (You used to sing to me like)
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| La la la la la la la la la
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| (You used to sing to me)
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| La la la la la la la la
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| (Yeah, you used to sing to me like)
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| La la la la la la la la
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| I wonder if you often think about what I became
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| And do you ever wonder if I ever truly changed?
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| Cause honestly I’m lost and I don’t know who to blame
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| Listen, I need some help cause I don’t know what else to soothe the pain
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| I used to watch movies about you a whole lot before
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| I read about you back in school when I was kind of bored
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| Now I’m ashamed and embarrassed I truly got involved
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| Cause you gave me a feeling some shit that I never felt before
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| And I ain’t trying to make excuses but inside I’m torn
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| And you was there for me at times I couldn’t find the lord
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| And all I had to do was inject you and lock the doors
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| So I can feel some type of peace while I dreamed and go watch the stars
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| And that alone is just a feeling some will never know
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| But now I’m rotting, it’s not the same as I felt before
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| We don’t have the type of bond we used to have before
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| But I ain’t mad at all I just wonder if you recall sticking you in my arms when
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| you used to sing to me like
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| La la la la la la la la
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| (You used to sing to me like)
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| La la la la la la la la la
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| (You used to sing to me)
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| La la la la la la la la
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| (Yeah, you used to sing to me like)
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| La la la la la la la la |