Testi Feelings - Ryan Caraveo, Abby Gundersen

Feelings

Feelings, Feelings, Feelings\nTrying to forget my\nWhat if I can’t\nWhat if I don’t\nWhat if I never taste it\nWhat if believe\nSweat, grind, bleed\nAnd nothing changes\nSo what if I hope\nMy lady needs money\nBut what if I’m broke\nWhat if I take all them chances\nGet all them hands\nBut then again what if I choke\nWoah\nBreath, slow\nAnd forget those feelings\nJust be in my\nZone\nAnd forget they’re filming\nThen I go to my happiest place\nWhere my past is erased\nAnd I find the passion it takes\nTo mash on the gas\nAnd relax on the breaks\nCause I ain’t going back there\nNot that low\nAnd not that scared\nI’m not gonna sit and smoke\nWhile I live life broke\nAnd laughing\nBlowing in the air\nYeah\nI’m sick of just running my gums\nA sucker that’s waiting for something to come\nPretending im stuntin\nBut fronting no funds\nKeepin' it hundred in front of someones\nLaying on the couch\nBrain full of drugs\nI don’t want to talk I just came for the buzz\nThey said it calm me down\nThat ain’t what it does\nI used to believe\nBut it ate what I was\nTelling everybody here the thing I’m gonna do\nA year went by\nI made no moves\nWaiting on luck\nWhen I know it ain’t enough\nAnd it took rock bottom\nTo finally wake me up\nYeah, and now I’m feeling like the man (feeling like the man)\nCause I’m doing my thing\nAnd I won’t go back\nEven though I can\nYeah, ambition is something I need\nSomething I be\nNot what I do\nI needed to breath\nNeeded to dream\nYes I believe I got something to prove\nAnd that’s why\nI got this feeling inside\nInside of my head, inside of my head\nAnd the Lord knows I’ve been up to no good\nStill haven’t changed even though I should\nDear Lord\nI promise to break\nBefore I drop to my knees\nIf I can learn\nBefore I pray\nThen it’s a problem that God doesn’t need\nIt’s more than just words\nMore than a phrase\nMore than advice\nI got it from me\nBack from the bottom\nWith nothing to fear\nEasy to say\nHarder to be\nReady to go, go\nReady to jump, yeah\nI’ve been on that bridge\nNever know hope, hope\nNever know love\nThat was the way that I lived\nOh what a feeling to turn it around\nAfter my ceiling was burned to the ground\nDeath was appealing\nI stood up to deal with it\nThat is the feeling of earning a crown\nI am a king, I am a king\nFuck all the stresses man\nThat’s not a thing\nFuck the depression man\nI got dream\nIf I want excellence\nThat’s what I bring\nI am the truth\nI am the lie\nI am the wall between me and the prize\nI am the difference between being dead while I’m living\nAnd living while I am alive\nAnd if I fail\nThen it’s probly cause I don’t have those great surroundings, right?\nNah\nIt’s up to me to bring the great\nOut of everything that I am surrounded by, and\nI admit I made enough excuses\nThe blame game\nThat’s just as useless\nThe want that you have\nThat’s justice, use it\nAin’t shit left\nJust fucking do it\nI got this feeling inside\nInside of my head\nInside of my head\nAnd the Lord knows I’ve been up to no good\nStill haven’t changed even though I should\nDear Lord