| I felt it happening so fast
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| Although at first it took a while
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| I was no one to dwell on the past
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| But it chased away my smile
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| I felt no grave questions to ask
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| Until they burst into the open
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| I did not see the fragile mask
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| Atop all that was unspoken
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| Did I walk down the right path?
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| Did I make the right decisions?
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| It is then that I feel doubt
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| Afraid that it is all I am
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| It pervades my life throughout
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| And there is no one else to blame
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| Sometimes it makes me want to cry
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| And let it out as best I might
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| Sometimes I feel I want to die
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| And fade away into the night
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| I thought my life can be a blast
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| With odds that are there to defy
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| I did not mind it to be fast
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| Never look back and rather die
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| I did not think the dice were cast
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| With fate looming in the distance
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| But I felt it take hold at last
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| When it crushed all my resistance
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| It is then that I feel doubt
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| Afraid that it is all I am
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| It pervades my life throughout
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| And there is no one else to blame
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| Sometimes it makes me want to cry
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| And let it out as best I might
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| Sometimes I feel I want to die
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| And fade away into the night
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| I will live with it all the same
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| I will live with it all the same
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| It is then that I know doubt
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| But it is not all I am
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| I will bring my life about
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| And live with it all the same |